ADRIENNE

2011-02-09T19:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO BLOG.

May I dust you a little?

Everything in this site looks like a little eyesore to me.

Despite doing it up a little less than ALL by myself, now I think it looks so act-cute -.-

Anyway I have so much to jot in this online diary of mine, but I lost count of the number of events that took place in my busy life.

Oh well let's skip all that, to something current-

I had such a pink health for the first 20 years of my life despite minimal care.

Why have flu/gastric/migraines been plaguing me ever since I hit 21?!

Sian to the max!

2010-12-12T22:40:00.003+08:00

HALOHA!

Days have been zooming past so quickly has anyone not noticed?

Life has, so far for the past month, been fruitful!

Ever since I have my hair permed, I have been taking very few pics.

And that probably made my life seem the opposite - Mundane!

For some short and sweet updates-

R/s

Sam has been a good boy treating me very well, so am I to him.

The sweet phase is back when we meet up (very significantly) less frequent.

Maybe forgiveness is not easy, but if he deserves it, Im willing to do so after all.

Work

Boss has been super nice in order to stop me from being poached to another dept.

Having my 3rd increment soon (in only 7 months in the bank) weeeeeeee.

Im giving glory not to myself, but to the Lord for I see how His favor has been bestowed upon me that my boss deems me special amongst (even though I havent been a truely performing staff)! :D

Social

Yay to spending more time and giving more weekends to my friends these days!

Personal

Did I mention about drinking? Hmm, I start to enjoy being mildly tipsy these days and it happens every weekend now hehe.

Monday blues go away!

2010-12-05T21:43:00.006+08:00

The man who has been my reason for so much of smiles & laughter.

Who has made me cry a million teardrops.

Who has shared/subjected me to the major changes in my life.

Who has been my pride..

COMING IN FIRST WITH THE JTI IDOL TITLE!

Oh that's a singing competition at his company's D&D~

Omg Im overjoyed!!

Especially seeing the prize of $500 Taka Vouchers yayyyyy :D

2010-11-11T22:31:00.004+08:00

Out of the blue, tears are starting to surge..

It's been sucha longggg while since I tabbed so many of my frds' blogs and started reading.

Im dead elated for a few who seem to lead very meaningful/happy lives, considering how they've pulled through some unlooking times to what they/their relationships are today!

So moved :)

Ah well, I so wna laugh at what Sam and I have become of.

We're not old couples, but we've walked miles to build this.

Yet now what we hold is only a pathetic status that says It's complicated.

Dont want to give up: cannot. Want to give up: also cannot.

SIAN.

Anyway, I love the people around me whose making me smile every now and then!! :)

2010-11-10T20:52:00.002+08:00

A very very very eventful month that just passed.

The same level of mixed emotions had been inevitable.

Sweetness. Heartbreaks. Frustration. Revengeful. Stagnated. Pretentious. Anger. Paranoia. Fear. Stress.

Im still surprised at how I can survive the unspeakable kind of burden weighing on my heart.

For now I just want to keep my heart and my eyes closed, so that I will never ever be hurt again.

Never ever.

2010-10-14T21:27:00.003+08:00

It's strange when you can cry over all the little hurts.

But when you got dealt with a fatal one, you forgot how to cry.

Tears dont even want to well up.

I know this is DaddyGod :)

So many days after such a serious matter has taken place, my mood can still be super breezy wherever I go, whatever I do.

Yes Im still tempted to go back to Sam, I still do miss him, I still worry about him (occasionally).

But it's just supernatural that I can leave things be and remain cool.

Pray tell me, is there such a good thing other than Jesus working in me, healing whatever that is supposedly falling apart? ♥

2010-10-03T20:31:00.003+08:00

It's the 5th Sunday I missed church consecutively today..

And Im feeling super super empty.

Hate how this feels :(

Had several chances to interact with dogs (big and small) lately and Im really considering to keep one for myself!

One of the main reasons stopping me is that I wont want to drown myself in tears 10 odd years later, when it is time for it to pass on..

Till today I still miss Hammy Boy so much, let alone a dog that might come along.

Sam said he's gna get me one for our 3rd anniv (5months later), Im still wondering if he should do that??

2010-09-13T16:36:00.007+08:00

He doesnt mind whatever faults she has.

Neither does he appreciate any positive attributes she possesses.

He loves her in his heart, but there's no doubt she can be so easily replaced in that heart if she's gone one day - Forgotten.

He is sweet to her, but she knows he'll do the same for any partner holding the Gf status.

He is unwilling to fight anything for her.

Because he believes girls are commonly found- those who can be easily sated.

She feels insulted that he does not deem her special for her decent background.

Because he doesnt mind a partner with a promiscuous history.

He gives little hoot to her tears because he thinks that she's unhappy all the time.

He puts effort into the r/s, but only to what he assumes sufficient.

He sets the standards, not both.

He becomes very loving for no rhymth nor reason.

Just like how he also suddenly retrieves all the care the same way.

He considers her problematic when she sees these as problems.

And calls her emotional when she is placed on par with the girls who treat their bodies with no respect.

Is he right, or is she wrong?

2010-09-05T21:53:00.003+08:00

A tinge of hatred in that love.

Plus some staleness.

Is that what's happening to me now?

2010-08-26T21:59:00.003+08:00

In the past when I hear someone saying SLEEP is one of their hobbies, I'd think "Yeah right, lamest soul. Isnt the usual rest in the night sufficient?!"

Now, I'd say I've fallen deep into that category too :x

Every night I'd feel extremely elated that it's time for bed, TRUELY!

Say a little prayer or sing a sweet short chorus..

And right after, I will already be drifting straight into my dreams lol.

Is wrk life really tiring me out?

I dont know!

All I know is that it's time for bed NOWWW :D

Tonight I hope to see my dearest Sam in dreamland, and tell him I missed him so (Y)

Happy 30 Months!

2010-08-15T12:52:00.003+08:00

Finally July is over and Im looking forward to the end of August?

Any idea why?

Bcuz pay-day's on the 30th la!! HAHAHA. $_$

The sweet 2 little first weeks of August tt just passed, has been beyond AWESOME!

I experienced so much of Daddy God's love bcuz I decided, like before, to place my hopes in the lovely Him!

I find that I no longer am so conscious in how I look and how Sam thinks of me which used to make up as my confidence.

I no longer am jealous of girls whom I feel are so perfect (BIG OPPS!).

That was so ungracious.

All bcuz my confidence was destroyed and I feel bitter toward people and things, during the last 2 years.

Those grim days were, but over!! :D

Today I see my own esteem restored, and who I really am before I got to know Sam.

I can walk down the streets and still say "Woah look, very pretty leh this girl!", and this feels GREAT!

So much tt I used to hold on tight just dont matter anymore, bcuz all I know is that I have a Big Daddy who loves me so and who'd do anything to make me happy :)

Yes, everything's been goody-shoes!

Except the part that I slammed the door of Sam's van hard and stormed off myself for the first time!

Haha, well we did make it up by the end of the day.

Anyhow I learnt how to really value myself.

This makes my days so gratified and positive :)

2010-07-27T20:55:00.007+08:00

It's another monthsary that just passed yest~

And that bloke can tell me "Happy 21.. 22.. 26..? Oh must be 24th month darling!"

Gotta hit his ass real hard before he would FINALLY LOGICALLY CONSCIENTIOUSLY be correctly counting it as the 29th.. T_T

Had Ichiban Sushi with him last night after work, and I'd love to say I enjoyed it!

Recalling that we had that on our first official date :)

Work at IPB has been relatively smooth-sailing, thank GOD!

Truly it is a blessing in disguise to be transferred here after all :)

Except that it has so much good food around that I cant help putting on weight..........

adr.sam

2010-07-12T06:44:00.000+08:00

It's the bluey Monday again tmr and i'll be at an unfamiliar place doing my usual wrk.
CTU i'll definitely miss you :(

Anyhow, today's Sam Day again!
Out of the blue, im reminising how time flies from more than 2 years back till now.
How we've changed :)
From all walks of life's emotions, i only feel that i love him even more now than ever.

Will you still treat me this sweet 10years from now? ^^

2010-07-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

Jesus I believe in You.

Jesus I belong to you.

You're the reason that I live;

The reason that I sing.

With all I am.

I want to change my blogskinnnnnn.

2010-06-30T22:31:00.007+08:00

Last night!

I thought I was being very sweet by preparing a tiny box of choc with a short note to slip into Sam's pocket while he was in the shower.

That's a little surprise I wanted him to have the following morn at wrk! :)

And so after his shower, I took mine..

Only to be back in his dimmed bedroom like usual.

But while drying my hair on the bed, I realized something unusual..

I had seated myself on a small bouquet of blue roses!!

*Melts*

Even sweeter! :D

Now this is what I call telepathy ♥

Hehe Baby thanks for the effort!

But stop saying it's for your 'gf' and not me horrrr!

Lol~

It's wierd how roses can be another reason for a girl's widest smile other than diamonds :)

Goodnight!

2010-06-30T21:14:00.008+08:00

Friday, June 25, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!

(And stealing the limelight is our 28th monthsary!)

Even though blogging hasnt really been part of my life since I started wrking, this is something this space shouldnt miss at all!

Ah well, the first part of our day was a flop.

With the fact that the Universal tix were ALL sold out like hotcakes :(

*Disappointment!*

But guess what, the second part of the day did a make-up more than sufficient to us!!

Had a grand and (VERY) sumpteous buffet dinner at the Le Meridien Hotel!

With all our favorites (v)

Just have a look at his fully-satisfied tummy :P

Anyway.

The ambience scored; the food topped; but this company of mine perfected :)

KTV afterwhich was an awesome time too although a few couldnt turn up!

(Pix will be uploaded on fb asap!)

Lastly, I'd like to wish my Fatty Boy a HAPPY 27th YEAR !!

I really hope it was a blastful birthday celebration for you this year~ Was it? :)

And hopefully, it'll still be organized by me nxt year and the one after, and after and after..!!

Lastly, God bless you richly!

MUACK baby~ I love you!! ♥

2010-06-05T00:06:00.003+08:00

I think it's time to sweep my blog space a little because it's so seldom i even come online nowadays!

When I get home every night, it'll be an hour to midnight alrd.

All I want is a few spoonfuls of my dinner and a good slp to keep me alive and going the following morning :(

Wrk life in Citibank is really tiring me out, sometimes it's really the money that keeps me going.

On a random note..

I miss my hammy babies so much I dreamt of them revived last night!!

And this sure contributes to me being VERY HAPPY for the whole of today!!

Hammy Boy (and all my babies) Im sure I'll see you again in heaven, I'm somewhat looking forward to this day of reunion! ♥

FINALLY it's Friday night!!

And I exchanged a usual twosome time with Sam tonight for a 30min late dinner with him.

TOO TIRED (again)! :(

Oh well, playing dota with him does a bit of that trick too :p

Hehehe!

2010-05-22T15:55:00.002+08:00

Friday, May 21, 2010 ♥

I survived 3 full weeks of work!!!

But still, work life sucks big-time.

It's a big NO-LIFE to be in office attire everyday, to be out on the crowded trains at 820am, only to return home energy-consumed at night.

The only day in the entire week I look forward to is, FRIDAYS!!!

Which is today!!!

Wish me the best weekend pleaseeee!

2010-05-03T00:34:00.006+08:00

Monday blues kicking in :(

It's finally my Day One at work tmr..

Daddy God's wisdom and unmerited favor bestowing on me :)

Extremely lazy to blog about the happening picnic that took place on the previous Sat that just passed~

Except that I'm badly sunburnt!!

Plus, the aftermath's movie- Iron Man!

And that..

Why am I preoccupied with Sam always! ♥

2010-04-30T00:18:00.009+08:00

Tmr's the interview.

Tmr's Giant grocery shopping.

Tmr's the day I'll be seeing Sam :)

And, the day after..

It's the Picnic day I've been trying to organize for that difficult gang since last year!!

It's strange how my bf always infuriates me so much I want to give him a kick in the ass to get him flying off and out of my world.

But it's also odd how I can so easily love him back, giving him the tightest hug and not wanting to lose him a bit :)

I wonder how my world will be like, 5 years down the road.

Will my silly fat boy still be walking by me?

2010-04-28T01:07:00.002+08:00

How nice it is to be growing with your other half.

How you step closer in leaps to a better future tgt.

How you could influence each other to positively change as you grow.

How you discover your own strengths and weaknesses tgt.

How you share opinions and dreams, like both of you are confidants of the same growing-up process.

I feel that it's such a regret I do not have this chance.

For I have chosen him who's 6 years past my age, and belonging to a rather diff world from mine.

I cannot be a witness to his old rebellion days, his School Grad, his Ns Pass-out, nor his First Job..

Not grumbling bcuz there's also the positive side to why I prefer someone few years older than I am :)

Just thinking how diff it'd be if I'd made another choice 26 months ago..

Would I have given my entire heart like how I've done now?

Would I be this dependent on him like how I am now?

Would I have put on this much weight like now?

P/s: Lazy to blog events!

2010-04-28T00:09:00.003+08:00

Monday, April 26, 2010 ♥

Yeaps.

HAPPY 26th Monthsary!!

How far we've walked.

A short 2 years & 2 months, but I've alrd had my heart linked with yours :)

Tears are not entirely over.

Smiles will keep on coming.

And I hope we'll brave through all of this..

Coming out even stronger, fingers even more cringed tgt~ Can we? ♥

2010-04-22T23:50:00.003+08:00

The other day Sammie Boy and I went to have Phinz and woohoo yummilicious steak & meat patties (esp the sausage)!!

Ah, he just returned from his short KL trip and brought back goodiess for me..

LOVES~

Anyway while picking me up from work tonight, we had a good chat.

I was wondering..

If frds get you a petty gift for your bday bcuz they're on a tight budget, you'd love them to bits cuz they still want to bless you despite being broke!

But if they did so cuz you're an unworthy frd in their eyes, wouldnt you feel really really hurt?

Tonight, Sam's analysis about this particular incident and those frds, proved me right (again).

Of cuz he also has his bondages, but I've always thought that the guy I have chosen to be with 2 years ago, is a highly intelligent one.

Just that he did/could not have the chance to prove it by going on to further pursue his studies, letting his chance to carve out a career slip by.

That's a major regret, doesnt it?

On any note, me love Sammie Boy :)

2010-04-20T17:11:00.003+08:00

My bf, more than 2 years ago that is ~

Switched attention to fb recently that I forgot totally about this space!

So I can still blog as an alternative to kill time :p

Having the bothersome period that kept me wide awake for more than an hour on the bed last 'night' till 7plus am.

But it's wierd how painful periods can keep you away from food :)

Kelly Services is seriously efficient in sourcing for the best jobs!

I'm very glad I'll soon be a colleague of PeiLin & Joyce.

But bcuz of the diff depts I'll be in, from them, it's kind of disappointing that I dont get paid the attractive OT of $14/hr like them..

Now I have to reconsider that :(

2010-04-20T16:30:00.008+08:00

Saturday, April 17, 2010 ♥

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY JOYCE!!

As they were all alrd at the chalet last night..

I embarked on my lonely journey down to Downtown East this evening and it was pouring cats and dogs!

The auspicious red eggs with my bday girl!

BEST!! I even went to Secret Recipe to get 2 slices for Bro & Sis after that hehe.

Cost me $11plus!

Thanks for inviting us to your chalet babe, we love you!!

And so happy, I'll soon become your colleague :p

Anyway I was so angry with that Fat Sam over some incidents but decided to head to his place to get my camera which I needed for the nxt morning.

It ended up that we thrashed things out, with him persisting in that all that pathetic look and coaxing LOL.

I thought it was good that way, however that hard nut still remained unchanged today -.-

Had a good long day today but as usual Im expecting my body clock to tune me into sleep only at 6plus am..

2010-04-14T17:25:00.003+08:00

EXAM OVER!!

Bet I did fairly well, praise the Almighty Jesus HEHEHEHEHE!

2010-04-14T03:13:00.004+08:00

Tuesday, April 13, 2010 ♥

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!

Many many negative thoughts' been eating into me today.

One of the many reasons, is the approaching ECM exam tmr.

4 out of 10 chapters not studied yet.

Sis' testing me on my notes, and I totally cant grasp the keywords at all now.

Despite being so clear in my head last night.

I dont know why, seriously.

Even the most confident chapter my mind just went blank till my little teacher becomes so exasperated with me :(

Loads of anointing oil's going into the exam hall with me tmr.

Once again, I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me.

Amen..

2010-04-10T10:12:00.004+08:00

10o'clock in the morn now and Im so satisfied with myself!!

Despite staying up the whole night at Punggol End/Mandai fishing with my fave bunch, I got home and set straight to my books from 8am till now :)

This is so I can quickly finish up my revision and have FUNNN ltr on!

So much of updates.

But since Im alrd a thousand miles lagging behind, I'll forget abt all that.

Not even blog-hopping.

I only rmb Dota & Funshion dramas on the top of my list every single day, consuming at least 8 hours of my time awake.

Despite my exams drawing so near my toes.

Buck up Adrienne, last paper to gooooo~

Off to catch a few winks of sleep, FINALLY :D

Great weekend everyone!!

2010-03-29T04:46:00.017+08:00

Back for updates!

March 26, 2010 (Friday)

HAPPY 21st to myself!!

Right on, I had quite a blast :D

It's not often that I get those mass attention on me!

Although I keep having this feeling that my bday chalet was such a flop, everything turning out the worst way I could ever imagine, I was really really over the moon to see all my frds turning up.

This tells me that even though I havent been the best of frd for the past 2 years to them, I'm not forgotten at all :DD

In addition to those that I befriended less than this length of time!

Warms my heart a great deal!

One with my dearest Joaquims!

Who're as busy as myself on this day, lending me many helping hands!

My bf-cum-sponsor of the event :)

The delicioussss D24 Durian cake! A pity some didnt fancy Durians :(

Nothing can be achieved w/o this bunch!

And I find this is pretty funny hahaha!

Manymany thanks :)

That's Day 2, half the day with Sis & all.

Second half with just Sam :)

Honestly, with this bday chalet I've some emotions running across the back of my mind.

It's not difficult to read who are the ones who turned up for show, and who are the ones who genuinely came with blessings.

Nonetheless, Im really(x3) grateful for every individual frd who made their way down despite it being a Friday evening!!

Thanks a million I love ya all, seriously!

Plus the gifts/angbaos of cuz hehehe.

Thanks Darling, without you I guess I'll be spending my 21st bday so differently۲3

Pics all uploaded in Fb!

2010-03-29T04:11:00.009+08:00

Sunday, March 21, 2010 ♥

DING DANG DUNG!!

This was what my entire family has prepared for me, without me having to lift a finger to contribute at all!

Love my Dad, for how he got his frds in the f&b industry to prepare the food & went over for collection despite having to tend his shop.

Love my Mom, who's been making all the tedious plans.

Love my Aunts, who offered to have the celebration held at her place/prepared everything else/and having bought me a nice SK necklace.

Love my best Bro/Sis/Cousins for just being there & Hazel's ring.

Love everyone else for making the time out & the gifts/angbaos!

That's what a family is for I reckon :D

Half the food load..

Tasty chocolatey cake (as requested by Hazel)!

Me, with my fat face, enjoying all the attention!

How they all blessed me with the bday songs and prayers, hehehe.

Along with it, I couldnt believe how the Mahjong games kept wishing me a big Happy Birthday too!

Manymany Tai`s!!

Well, turning 21 seems a heaven's load of fun, yet spiralling toward a girl's most-feared Adulthood (No longer SYT hahaha)!

2010-03-21T00:43:00.006+08:00

SATURDAY

Lately, life's been reallyyyy sweet to me!

Except that I exploded this morning, Sam set that flame on my nerves.

Put that behind us now!

Writing has always been my best form of weapon.

Gna send a rocket e-mail to Acer's Management after I'm done with that full load on both hands now.

Hate Acer!!

Birthday (family) party tmr, yayee time to enjoy!! :D

2010-03-16T01:50:00.007+08:00

Feel so burnt out.

I need to type & send out the multiple Appeal Letters to HDB for Dad's illegal parkingsss.

I need to prepare and edit resumes in order to get a job by the time I graduate.

I need to get the Notebook-repair over and done with.

I need to constantly remind myself to get started on studying, abt how little time I have before my exams catch me up.

On top of these, I need to makes calls, send emails, and search & search & search the Chalets' info online!!

I feel like I am turning into a stressball, ready to explode anytime.

Nobody's there to help me a single bit.

Not Sam, who put things off forever.

Nor Sis, who's 24/7 either out having fun or sleeping in.

Come to think of it, that's all my own responsibilities :(

Somehow, something has improved.

Out of the blue blue moon, I'd taken the interest back on in reading the Bible haha! :D

2010-03-13T01:10:00.005+08:00

Walked a thousand miles yest.

As quoted by Hazel haha!

I bet I slimmed down a little!

*Grins cheekily!*

I'd never in my life enjoyed time to an extent beyond this group :)

Sam and Me Day (today & tmr)!

Me love Fatty :DDD

2010-03-13T01:09:00.003+08:00

Thursday, March 11, 2010 ♥

Meeting PeiLin before work to the Charles & Keith Warehouse sale..

The remotest place I couldnt find, one little call and Dad's right there to pick me up and spent the next 45mins looking for the building with me!

Sometimes I dont know why the family hasnt been exactlyyy closely-knitted with Dad, but one thing I know for sure, he does loves us sooo much and vice versa!! :D

2010-03-13T00:56:00.008+08:00

Monday, March 8, 2010 ♥

Happy Birthday March BABIES!!!

Hearts them bcuz they're a bunch of surprise lovers.

Bcuz they're fun yet sweet.

Bcuz I know they'll always be there.

Bcuz they'll always ask me "Adrienne why you so quiet, talk leh!"

Hahaha!

Greatest blessings to our dearest Mango & Adelene!

Stay pretty & voluminous-figured okkkk :D

GOOD NIGHT!!

2010-03-03T16:54:00.003+08:00

Waiting for Dad to get up and drive me to Kovan.......

Cannot imagine me missing school AGAIN this morn despite numerous alarms!!

Sometimes I just wonder why do I only know how to slack my life away :(

Anyway I just realized how Twitter can really connect people LOL!

Iphone's on the way, this week Im so gna get it alrd...

Best be late than never :p

Then I'll join and stalk my frds on it man!

2010-03-01T23:23:00.007+08:00

Twosome days over the weekend that are both simple and sweet.

Though I've been feeling so pek chek that I overslept and missed church again yest, I ought to be appreciative for what I've got.

I've had quite a few anniv 'gifts' this year.

It isnt to get couple rings, to make a nice poster, or the cycling trip that I can call the BEST yet, but the promise of joining me in church this coming Sunday!!

*Grins widely*

And the Fat Boy says it's all because he wants to marry me, one fine day :)

It's really the action that proves it, that melts me~

I'd like to smile like nobody's business, can I?

2010-02-27T02:49:00.011+08:00

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY to Sam & Myself !!

Despite complaining a great deal about my bf, I must admit that it isnt hard to love him back!

That's bcuz of his little antics of effort that'll just pacify me in no time~

Yesterday, on February 26, 2010..

It was our 2nd Anniv that I had been awaiting!

To our disappointment, the Universal Studio was still not opened to public, hence, our plan to spend a fun-filled anniversary day there had been a futile one :(

However, it was a perfectly right choice to dine at the Rendezvous Hotel.

Thinking of the fresh oysters there makes me want to salivate yet again!

We have had dozens of them, fave!!

Salmon sashimi that tastes so defined!

2 platefuls of Yu Sheng quickly sloshed up was still not quite enough.

The must-have Durian-cake and other Durian-themed desserts!

You cannot have enough of these rich stuff, seriously!

It seems like Im over-complimenting the food there, but it was really one of the best buffets I've ever had!

The most impt thing of all..

It's the hours of quality time together that makes me feel that he's the best company I could ever have found!

Minus a few points for having to wait for him smoke :p

Well Im so thankful that it's a great leap of improvement as compared to our 1st Anniv which I had to haul him up with morning calls after school to come pick me up, for a pathetic movie and a common dinner at Swensen's.

Opps, quit complaining!

Thanks Fatty Sam, I had a whale of time spending this special day with you.

Although this year got no flowers (ehem*), that's a Happy 2nd Anniv I've had with you, hopefully on your part too!

There may be more ups-and-downs awaiting us, let's hold our hands tight and embrace them all!

Muack, love you Darling~

Happy journey to our 3rd year!

2010-02-25T23:42:00.005+08:00

Tmr's our 2nd Anniversary.

Happy Sad Angry Disappointed Excited~

I'd things planned for the whole day.

But somehow, I feel that they're not for celebration, but for the closure of something.

2010-02-25T22:51:00.009+08:00

Monday, February 22, 2010 ♥

One rosy morning..

Guess who I "bump into" standing in the little gap by the fridge?

A lost-looking Bee Bee Girl!!

LOL.

Never have I seen her this dirty & hungry in her lifetime before!

Shocked me big-time.

Reminds me that just a few days back, a rat running past the side of my eye in the balcony while I was engrossly watching tv.

On a closer look, it was Ah Orh (aka our Brown ham) tasting his moments of freedom!

That's not the first time he's done just that, but he's led his neighbour astray -.-

Both their tanks have got to be covered now.

~~~~~~~

Anyway I never realized that I could get sick of gambling sessions until yest.

Even though Sam's the ultimate BIG winner in both his colleague and then another of his frd's place, I feel so tired with all the gambling antics and those 52 cards.

2010-02-25T22:39:00.004+08:00

Saturday, February 20, 2010 ♥

PS' cinema is one that I'd never liked sitting in, all my life.

Anyway Sam and I caught the Percy Jackson film right there with all the rest.

And this is the best film I've caught so far in Year 2010!!

So people, please go watch it if you havent alrd done so ok :D

Afterwhich, it's supper time!

Went for a light one; the famous Selegie Beancurd!

And it's always the best no matter which outlet we patronize :)

2010-02-17T19:31:00.002+08:00

P R E D I C A M E N T

Project time, later!

2010-02-17T18:00:00.032+08:00

Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ♥

A 'postponed' Valentine's Day.

Went for a nice breeze at the beach, had a sweet time talking things over.

But why, I am not a happy girl still.

Am I the one problematic or what.

2010-02-17T18:00:00.031+08:00

Monday, February 15, 2010 ♥

CNY Day One

(cum-Granny-70th-Birthday)

CNY Day Two :

Through both nights:

Karaoke Angbaos Steamboating Gambling Chit-chatting.

Dinner-cum-YuSheng @ Jumbo Restaurant.

Hard Liquors Drinking-Games Laughing hard Vomiting Hangover Sleepover

Nothing beats having closely-knitted plus fun-packed youngsters in the family.

Truly, nothing :D

P/s If I were a drug-inventor, I'd come up with a hangover pill.

2010-02-17T18:00:00.030+08:00

Saturday, February 13, 2010 ♥

Cameroid.com

Testing test...

Reunion dinner at Grandma's was fabbb like usual years.

Extra $100 of pocket money also like usual! :p

Night was spent with Sam and the rest at Carl's Junior ECP.

Henggg ah, had Candice to talk to! :)

2010-02-11T23:43:00.009+08:00

Dinner at Pan Pacific last night was awesomely yummy!

Just look at the (part) array of desserts and I can salivate yet again hehe.

Took the long long bus journey home, enjoying the song list that did such a great job pulling my emotions down.

There's a kind of thing on earth that is just beyond control.

Whywhywhy.

Can I ask God to turn things around? :(

2010-02-11T22:56:00.003+08:00

Tuesday, February 09, 2010 ♥

Lunch with Edy finally!!

I nv imagined 2 close frds can be kept apart for 2 whole years with no meet-ups at all lol!

But well, close frds nv forget each other, best be late than never :)

Let's hope we'll both be excelling ok!

~~~~~~~

Afterwhich, it was a last-min meet-up with Grace at Sengkang!

Went over to 260 tgt, sat there for hours just reminiscing the past.

If given another choice, I'd still walk that route again.

No doubt.

Some lessons are there to make us learn, which I never called them my regrets.

Amidst everything, it was our glorious secondary days :)

Missed the old bball days, missed the people utmost.

2010-02-11T22:51:00.006+08:00

Monday, February 08, 2010 ♥

SLEEPY~

But Animal Planet captivates me so much I just cannot walk off a bit!

I can almost rmb all the orphan Orangutans' names in Orangutan Island, they're just like us :)

Just before the weekend's CNY eve, it's reunion lunch with Bestie tmr :D

Havent seen him in 2 long years!

2010-02-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

Saturday, February 06, 2010 ♥

Met my dearest PeiLin (and Joyce) up today to celebrate her 21st bday belated!

Together, we headed down town!

It was kind of casual but it's always the kind of bond we share that I enjoy the fullest!

Jasmine Jasmine where are you :p

A simple Happy Adulthood represents my well wishes for her; her family, r/s, work life and all other areas of her life!

Love you Sister, no end! :)

2010-02-03T18:35:00.002+08:00

The Annoying Orange series crack me up so much like how my blog song lifts my mood up!

Im sad I missed school again, missed my dental appt again!

5 alarms failed to wake up me argh :(

Marina Square tonight to celebrate Des' bday...........

2010-01-29T21:07:00.001+08:00

Dad resumed his responsibility in picking me up from work last night since Sam's away in the faraway Xiamen :)

4am's not even my usual slping hour yet at home.

Packed the laziest bf's luggage and woke him up at that most unearthly hour to catch his plane.

Bid him a safe voyage, sealed with a goodbye kiss.

3 short days of not seeing him gives me some space and motivation to study at home :D

That chap best be bringing me back some snacks or whatever he can get there!

E-commerce is rooting all my hair up in frustration in no time, somebody save me kkkkkk!

2010-01-29T19:52:00.004+08:00

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ♥

Last night's blast ~

Kevin, "Hahaha your problem, stay away..."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Sam's Bro!

2010-01-26T17:21:00.006+08:00

The 700th day / page.

Today is special.

Not just because it's our 23rd monthsary,

but also because 7 means perfect ^^

Yeh's bday surprise tonight!

There I'll get to hear Sam sing agn :)

2010-01-26T16:19:00.007+08:00

Saturday, January 23, 2010 ♥

The number of January posts prove how much Im sick of blogging :(

Im keeping it going because it is a diary to me.

Memories to keep.

I stopped looking at the lesson timetable altogether because I know I wont even be attending any one soon.....

*P I A N G* Shoots myself for being that lazy and unmotivated~

Anyway, PU TIEN buffet sucks big time!

Few variety still wna charge so pricey.

2010-01-19T17:47:00.005+08:00

I thought I saw the colour of the sky wrong, I thought I saw the clock the opp side when I opened my eyes seeing Sis carrying her East Pak ready to leave.

At 5.20AM.

She laughed my puzzled expression off and said she's off to meet Boen -.-

Cant imagine w/o my alarm I got up today looking at the clock shocked --> 4pm

It's been quite a while I slept in that late.

Thinking of Sam, told him to feign an MC today but he just wouldnt budge a bit!

So guilty he wouldnt get a good night's slp with me ard (usually)!

I'd always have my ways :p

School has started for a good 2-weeks and I have only attended 1 lesson (another one being for my Quiz).

Lesson tmr, must-go must-go must-go!!

2010-01-13T19:32:00.006+08:00

Many many hours of trying to get the HTML codes and positions right, it is FINALLY done!
All due to how beautifully Jiesi and Mango have changed their blogskins to be, it sparked off the determination in me to make mine look better too :D

Though not everything has been changed nor perfected, at least I get a change for now.
Sam and I look so funny (there's no darker brown to paint my hair) strolling Huahua!

Anyway so happy that sickening old blogskin is gone forever hehehe!

So guilty I sacrificed not only hours of slp, but even more hours that I could spend on my books.

I need to remind myself so constantly that the quiz is tmrrr :(

8pm now, 2 long chapters to go ....

2010-01-12T15:27:00.006+08:00

Sickkkkk.

Sore throat is killing me.

E-comm quiz on Thursday.

Trying so hard to focus :(

Been very down recently and inferiority keeps making me feel I dont want any frds because ALL of them excel over me. Over everything.

So much for wrking so hard, I feel like I've got nothing.

Not even a nice blogskin.

Finding out facts abt the boyfriend's past thoughts can ridiculously prick.

Will that imaginary distance now just become real, soon?

2010-01-04T02:11:00.005+08:00

Sunday. 3 Jan 09

Silly Sis came into the doorway and interrupted with something Sam'd give me each time he sends me home.

My 3 goodbye kisses!

Tonight don't have..

~~~~~~~

Haloha 2010!

This last weekend of the year is over and so gleeful to say that I spent each and every of the 4 days with that Fat Sam!

It's wierd how at times I can say how much I hated him when the r/s goes downslopeee.

It's wierder how there are so many times, like now, I'd stay so excited/happy over the little things bcuz of him.

I want you to belong to me, completely :)

Smooth-sailing months it has been and hopefully, it's gna stay!

Tmr marks the start of my final school term and I think Im giving it a miss!

Not bcuz school sucks, but bcuz crowded train journeys do :(

Contagious disease has made us suffer the grief of losing each of the hams once every few days.

The final 2 left. They're gna stay strong and healthy, AMEN.

I say Amen.

2009-12-28T17:12:00.003+08:00

Sat. 26 Dec 09

A happy 22nd monthsary to myself and Sam!!

Despite our differences, it's surprising how we're approaching a good 2 years soon :)

Darling I'd never want to let you go, seriously!

2009-12-28T15:35:00.007+08:00

Seasons greetings peeps, bcuz..

XMAS IS HERE!!

Together with a long weekend :)

On Wednesday (Dec 23):

Hazel came over at night for some help in.. Baking a log cake!!

The very first layer, plus some icing!

Then, layer by layer..

Throwing in our best; here's our fruitful result!!

Though not unexpectedly inviting, that was our very first attempt!

Better try nxt year please!

Thereafter, our fave activity; MAHJONG!!

Zzz 4plus am.

Thursday (Dec 24):

Dismissed a trip to the extreme-packed Town and ended up at the ever-convenient AMK Hub!

........

Met Darling Sam for the night :)

Oh and did I mention I learnt the smart way out just recently?

I picked up DOTA !!

Instead of controlling his Dota habit to get him to spend time with me like before, we now take turns battling it out with his 20-inch screen!!

One extra topic with him now, and before long, I'd be able to tac-team with his buddies soon woohoo!!

Surprisingly this improves our r/s so much LOL.

That's how simply I spent my Xmas eve' 09 :)

Friday (Dec 25):

Met Sis for Mac breakfast and went to pick Bro up in the wee hours of the morn.

All 3 of us spent the night out lol.

A long long nap before we prepared for the Xmas celebration over at Hazel's place.

FOODs.

WINE.

BEERsss.

CHOCs.

MAHJONG.

BLACKJACK.

A tit strange this year that there's no Gift Exchange session/ setting up of the Xmas Tree/ balloons/ candle-lights.

Reason being the last-min decision to hold it at Hazel's place I reckon.

Nonetheless, we enjoyed it the FULLEST as a family whole!!

For that, I'd made the right choice in giving the celebration with Sam and the rest a miss :p

(Few pics though!)

Hammy Boy I said we'll keep you close to our hearts always.

This is one way we'd do so.

Miss you very very much :(

Homed at 6am.

So how was your Xmas spent?!

A HAPPY 2000plus'th BDAY DADDY JESUS!!

Hehehe :)

2009-12-23T21:25:00.003+08:00

The girls are hitting Zouk again tonight and I cant join.

Here at home recuperating, thinking of making Sam something tasty tmr.

How I was on sick bed yest, him being on leave and taking such great care of me.

A simple day playing photo hunt/poker and taking a long long nap tgt makes me smile so widely.

Plusss, I've made a promise to myself!!

Darling I will nv let mood swings take me over and brew you trouble agn! Hehe happy right?! :D

Let's hope I will keep my word!

2009-12-23T01:23:00.019+08:00

Tuesday. 22 Dec 09

Another significant date I've engraved deep in my heart to rmb for a lifetime.

Yet another regret I can nv make it straight at all costs.

Love you both forever, cry a million tears for you.

Goodbye Loves, DaddyGod take care of you till I see you again.

2009-12-23T01:23:00.018+08:00

Monday. 21 Dec 09

Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why.

One week more to celebrating Hammy Boy's 1st year with us.

Why did both he and Sticky die a sudden and mysterious death overnight?

Why wasnt I with them when they were on their death beds?

Why hadnt I the final chance to cuddle and make sure you weren't feeling alone at all?

Leaving behind his favourite bridge/toy and our very-aching hearts, Hammy Boy has left to stay in heaven forever.

You are so special the entire hams population feels so incomplete without you both :'(

2009-12-14T22:03:00.003+08:00

Nothing else has been a bigger blow to me in all my 20years of living.
Last year, I made a promise to myself that I wouldnt let such a thing happen to myself again.
Ever again.

But today, of all times, just when everything else seem to be looking brighter for me,
this has to happen again.

It's unfair.
But who else can I fault this to? Myself, only.

Crying does not help.

2009-12-10T19:32:00.004+08:00

Random-est.

Realizing that some hard-earned 10 marks went down the drain is no silly matter.

That's like laying down ONE perfect grade :(

Tmr's HR paper is my last glimpse of hope for an Ace this term, better not be making some stupidest mistakes again!!

Wave goodbye to the Navigator couple phones.

So jealous of Sam's new iphone I want as badly.

Why didnt you wait for me Im still stuck with this out-date!

2009-12-04T17:23:00.005+08:00

Jesus Boy Abraham!

I dreamt of the tall tall Beng playing bball last night.

303.

Friday night, where should I go to?

To the movies/ for a nice dinner treat/ bowling/ skating?

Suddenly, I just feel like gg for the NypCG that I've been missing since a year ago :(

P/s Today is Leslie's bday. For so many years my brain-disk still saves it lol.