Thursday, April 27, 2006 ♥
yes, im in no position to bother abt his affairs and to even feel so affected by IT. but humans do have feelings right. imagine receiving this kind of news just early in the morning as i got to school, when we were still fine the evening before. it isnt easy to take it. really, it isnt. but what can i do... blame it on my own stupidity to have thought that he's someone so different, and to have been so concerned abt him. no, he's not cheating me, he has nv expressed anything for me verbally. just some silly rumors and a meaningless birthday wish that made my initial firm decision waver. was accidentally in "love" (wouldn't call it a love though) , but too bad, a single-sided one. what a fool i am. it's alright, since it's a feeling that came by accidentally, it'll soon be over. rest another day and i'll be back in school just like normal. no more of these nonsense already. he'll just be another good friend again. just some time i need, and i will definitely get over with this.
