Monday, October 30, 2006 ♥
angie put me aeroplane again. promised to shop for my swimming costume today, but her band practice is holding her up till 3pm. ==" idiotic band. just QUIT it girl!.. aww, no swim suit.. sk girl, i guess we'll have to wait till i bought it then we'll plan a good good day to visit our serangoon swimming complex okay?.. :Danw, MT o's today. was easy. okok, at least to me now.mm hmm.. caught something hilarious today. okok, at least to me LA.. =DDsince we both aint ready for anything, shelve it first! am not paying much attention on YOU either.bb.
Sunday, October 29, 2006 ♥
"Forgiveness is the fragrance the flower leaves on the heel of the one that crushed it."isnt this sentence beautiful? well, i find it so. and would like to share it with everyone.anw, am learning to be like this beautiful flower too! :D :D
Friday, October 27, 2006 ♥
was arranging the pictures in my loopfilm and memories filled my mind. i begin to count and realised that i actually have quite a few ppl around me whom i love to bits. recalled sk's post and decided to copy her a little. =D would like to identify them right here. :)- first, i have Dora. she's everything a loving friend would do for me. she's there for me whenever i need a firm support in prayer or even help in my work. she's THAT nice okay.- then, there's lydia who is also so ever-loving. she listens to me. she makes me feel that im not forgotten though i might have been MIA for a period of time.- well, peilin.. i'll nv ever forget this friend in my life, as well as jasmineLIM! :)- nv forgetting this buddy of mine, sk. she nv leaves me(or any others) out when we're in groups unless she has to. she's both a good-listener and a good-talker!- plus, herniza. though we've just started really talking only right at the end of our school days this year, i really enjoy the good laugh with her and the few others. an understanding friend.though im not those bubbly kind of person who would bring joy to everyone around me, they still stayed with me and now, (most) have revealed the more open side of me as they know me better. on top of all, they are SINCERE FRIENDS to rely on, and I LOVE THEM! =D*thanks ppl. you are my blessings.
Thursday, October 26, 2006 ♥
i feel sad. really do. i can sense his anger and frustration. esp when he hits the wall with his fist. i just feel what he's feeling. Jesus is the only solution, trust me.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 ♥
- went studying with sk yesterday.- talked.- was so happy that we could go for our prom makeup together. but, ended up that it's an empty joy.. ms KELLY CHAVEL couldnt make time out for both of us on the same day. =( anw, nice of her to help doll me up on the prom day.- worked and worked on our maths. tiring. was really sleepy cuz of the brain juice i've sacrificed on my maths questions.- had a refreshing ice-cream which managed to perk me up.- but before we could continue with our maths peacefully, the flies came. =='
Monday, October 23, 2006 ♥
SAT- went DARE svc in the afternoon. cuz pastor dan left for hillsongs london, deconess karen preached. the msg was good but not that interesting though. lols. i still prefer our pastor dan.. hehe.- then we had our DG meeting. coach mel and the rest prayed for us, the o level students. wow, i love it-- the way she prayed and spoke blessings over our results.- the best thing was the board of notes to the o level students. after svc, we went to take a look at the board, and there i spot MY NAME. hehe. so nice of coach mel to leave a note for me. and cuz we were allowed to take ours home, i took mine! :)- anyway, we signed up for the hillsongs concert coming up soon in nov. great! so qi dai.- next, we visited the new VIVO CITY! and i was like, so sua ku (mountain tortoise). hazel and angie BROUGHT me there..SUN- went jogging in the morning from kovan to almost-serangoon north.- didnt go for svc, didnt go for my last session of eng DARE tuition either.- had family gathering at pariss restaurant. ate till bloated.- went shopping around with angie and hazel for my prom dress at marina and suntec. walk and walk. so tired, decided to take a rest at starbucks. then sua ku me got cheated. lols. first time in my life i tried ICE CAFFE LATTE. just cuz it sounded delicious, i bought a cup with my fortune - $5.45. became even more broke than what i went out with. oh, i tell you. the drink was simply disgusting! i think it was supposed to taste good as a hot beverage. then for the whole hour, we were sitting there joking abt the latte. was really funny.- next, went vivo city again. finally bought my prom dress after a long walk in the crowded shopping mall.- my goodness, we really walked an extremely long distance. i dont want to elaborate. just a really really long walk back and forth, to and fro the way along sentosa entrance just to take bus 80. reached home at 12plus after dinner nearby.MON- went swimming in the morning with hazel and angie again. 2 hours plus.- back at hazel's house, slept for 2 hours plus.- now blogging at her house. gonna start work now at her house. STUDY..bb.
Friday, October 20, 2006 ♥
stupid day spent. science practical yesterday. honestly, i didnt know a thing. all i could secure was the 2-mark 'copper(II) chloride' question. sad. got home, played theme hospital, napped from 6pm to 8.30pm. watched tv and waited for dad to come home with our dinner. ate, continued with the tv programmes till 2am. then decided that i should go to bed. it WAS infuriating that i couldnt get to sleep! i hate insomnia-s. tossing and turning, i just couldnt fall asleep though my eyelids are heavy. when i finally almost dozed off at 4am, i realized that there must have been an idiotic mosquito dining on us. woked angie up, switched on the light and told her to cover herself properly with blanket. by then, i couldnt sleep again. the last time i saw the time was 5.05am before i dozed off. at 6plus, i was awakened again!.. mom was waking angie up for school, but i got up instead.. that's how i spent the whole of yesterday. no revision done at all, not enough sleep either. day upside down today. am really angry at myself for wasting so much time. o levels aint going to wait for me..well, gotta meet sk and niz to study for maths later on. dont really feel like stepping out of the house, but i cant. we agreed on this days ago and i dont want put them aeroplane last min.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 ♥
TSK. the whole house's in a mess. full of dust. all because of the renovation just in the kitchen and now it's affected the whole place, up and down. last night, worst still. when i was happily enjoying my show, suddenly something huge flew past me. it scared the daylights out of me. fine, the way it flew, i thought it was merely a bigger dragonfly. not until when it landed on the lower part of the stairs, i realised it was a HUGE cockroach! my goodness. it was huge okay. real disgusting. then it slowly crawled into the storeroom beside it when my wonderwoman appeared IN TIME and came down the stairs. my mom la. lols. she's good at taking care of such stuff. and i thank God for her, cuz i fear nothing when she's around. =D anyway, the stupid cockroach. if i can, i'll burn it alive. heh heh.. lols! not being 'pervertically cruel' okay. just irritated at the thought of its AUDACITY as to fly past ME like as if this house belongs to IT.. well, hope this renovation would end soon. no more of these uninvited trespassers. just read abel's blog. i really really loved him. romantic, understanding, so gentlemanly on the inside, blah blah blah.. the list goes on. not kidding. if only he's mine. lols. sorry, i mean.. if only i have someone like him right with me.. how envious of his gf.. =D nevertheless, i'll nv nv forget the good OLD days we shared during our tzt time.waiting and waiting.. for angieTAN to come home. so bored without her.
Thursday, October 12, 2006 ♥
LOL. was really fuming, who can tolerate this.. well, but i had deleted what i was abt to post.a big thanks to my BIG BIG LORD.everything's cooled, everything's over.i will walk His way. :))great. filled with love and not hatred. hees.
Monday, October 09, 2006 ♥
sorry for being crude.. but, it's the time of the month again. this month's a real heavy one, making me so sick. tummy cramps, not-sleeping-well nights. =( that was why i skipped school again today. unwell.anyway, have been so busy recently. last lap to go, roughly 3 more weeks. am giving my best. although so, i've been skipping DARE tuitions and services. WAS just feeling so stressed. thank God i went for svc yesterday. learnt to ENJOY THE PROCESS and not just THE RESULTS. and while taking pleasure during the process, supernatural aid comes, producing supernatural results. this was what i did for my Ns as well -- poor attendance, poor results throughout the year, but i really gave my best shot during the last few weeks while not stressing myself up despite the time strain. a supernatural result. grace grace. ` not me, but Him. ok, as encouraged, im asking for a prolonged length of time so that i can finish everything as planned, though i dont intend to complete the whole syllabus-es. (:well, am still learning to apply the 'take pleasure concept' in everything. like enjoying the gift of periods by God, something only girls are entitled to. *though i still hate it now~
