Friday, June 29, 2007 ♥
damn.im so pissed.kh's lesson ended v early as usual ystd.we went off at 3.50pm instead of 6pm. such a good thing, cuz im supposed to follow my (own) timetable and do some research and printing in e sch library.spent 3hrs on it and guess wad.. e comp wasnt connected to e printer. and cuz i didnt have a thumb drive w me (and a big thanks to e librarian who told me to save my info into e D drive before she restarts e comp. idiotic D drive isnt reliable) so all e pics i had searched for went right into e drain. omg, so pissed alright. my time wasted, and my timetable screwed up. just because of tt stupid comp. argh.this sat there's an APEL programme compulsory for us freshies.but im supposed to wrk 9am to 10.30pm. i want to wrk! really. i love wrking full days like tt. somemore i think this sat, everyone wrking are my better friends. but i think i cant. :(unlike e first 3 APEL thing which i didnt attend alrdy, this time round it's w my classmates and friends. so i think it'll be better for me to find a replacement in e morning and wrk only e evening shift on sat. shld stop bending sch rules. :( so sad.anw, no sch today. block teaching system only allows a 4-sch-days wk for us TP DES SCH for your info.still gg suntec later on after doing my research once again now.to collect a couple of my vouchers' pay. cuz it's gg to be july soon and no more petty cash to collect anm i think. pays are gg straight into our accounts when july comes.yup, tt's abt it. blog again soon.btw, you ppl like my new blog song? tt's one of e songs i listen to v often called STILL by Hillsongs. :) feedback okay?
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ♥
sch today was okay, or shall i say, getting better.
im beginning to get used to hectic schedules like tt and found a better way to manage it. and tt's planning for myself a realistic timetable.
anw, sch's just getting better la. :D
gg through e msgs in my phone, i realised something. someone/something's gone missing.
i think, i screwed it all up yet again.
really, i always thought i learnt my lesson, but i always end up doing same thing all over again. just wad is wrong w me..
im a baddie. :(
anw, there's a guy who's been sms-ing me since i got ill e last time, telling me to take care and all.
he revealed only his chinese name and told me he's someone i knw. :x
so i concluded tt he's also wrking in suntec since he knws whether im sick or not. im sure.
didnt really keep a lookout who this person is. doesnt really matter (tt was why i didnt even bothered to blog abt this then). until tt day when he sms-ed me again, ending e msg w his name right right right below so as not to make it prominent to me. yes, i saw. and i found out who he is. OMG, so he's a colleague i've been wrking w so often! was sooo shocked cuz we were still joking abt helping him get a gf tt day as we wrked. i cant imagine tt.. =="yup, sch again tmr.but gg only for e 2nd lesson. e first is a total waste of time, so boring.but gotta go at my usual timing to get my A3 layout pad and getting my 2D AF assignment done first before class.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007 ♥
first day back in sch ystd and full of assignments/projects.a brand new block now; 2D Art Fundamentals and Model Making. both something tt i've been waiting for. am just too lazy to get e projects started w, though they're all quite interesting. however so, i've said, i've learnt my lesson and will definitely not leave everything till last min like wad i did for e last block's. :)anw, missed sch today.yes, just on my 2nd day of block 2.had my ******* again. omg, and tt caused me sooo much discomfort tt i tossed and turned in bed for more than 3hrs (till 6plus in e morning) before i could get to slp. and not to mention, pain. :'( woke up at 12pm and, just didnt slp well la.then after i showered and more awake, Daddy told me to pray in e Spirit and thank Him for e time of e mth tt is a good gift frm Him. obviously, i did as He prompted and e pain went off slowly but instantly. praise Jesus. :D yes, still some discomfort now, but e pain's gone and gone for good. amen. :)been so obssessed w e chinese/hokkien songs sung by our youth DARE pastor, pastor dan. all translated; means, we have 2 languages versions of similar songs now, all originated frm our church- NCC. so proud! :D hehe. anw, e songs are all so nice la. have been listening to it repeatedly and repeatedly. plus another NCC eng. song tt chorus singsI see Grace, sealed by Your sacrifice.I see Love, reaching for me.Precious blood, washes and sanctifies.Healing flows, setting me free.I see Grace.how beautiful. :)
Sunday, June 24, 2007 ♥
so free today.
and a few more i've done to kill time. :D
| Your Birthdate: March 26 |
 You lucked out the the skills to succeed in almost any arena.
Put you in almost any business or classroom, and you'll rise to the top.
You're driven and intense, but you also know when to kick back and cooperate.
Your ability to adapt to almost any situation is part of what's going to make you a success.
Your strength: Your attention to detail
Your weakness: You can be a little too proud of your successes
Your power color: Turquoise
Your power symbol: Arrow pointing up
Your power month: August |
| Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 64% |
 Your Interpersonal Intelligence is High
You are definitely a "people person." You enjoy spending time with others.You instinctively understand people, and you are both a good counsellor and mediator.However, there are definitely times when you've had enough. And that's when you cherish being alone. |
| You Would Be a Pet Fish |
 Relaxed and laid back, you prefer to sit back and observe what's going on around you.You are secretly very wise and intelligent, but few people take the time to learn about you.You don't mind if the world doesn't understand you. You're having enough fun trying to understand the world.
Why you would make a great pet: You're peaceful and nice to be around, but not very demanding
Why you would make a bad pet: Let's face it... the only person you're truly interesting to is yourself
What you would love about being a fish: Swimming around aimlessly without a care in the world
What you would hate about being a fish: Being used as bait or food for bigger fish |
| You Are Strawberry Ice Cream |
 A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.You often find yourself on the outside looking in.Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.
You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream. |
anw, sch's starting tmr. soooooooo sian-ed. :x
Saturday, June 23, 2007 ♥
been so tired today tt i skipped Arrow svc.slept e whole afternoon. just woke up and lol, so many missed calls!anw, decided to blog first before gg for dinner w e family.thks to maxx, i visited his blog and found out this website tt have personality quiz-zes. so, i took one (due to time constraint)! click on e link below if u want to give it a try. hehe.well, here's e result of my test. :)| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
 Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.
You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.
In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.
Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. |
Thursday, June 21, 2007 ♥
tue; 19jun07- went chinatown w sis to do some shopping. it was my first suggested trip there, an old oggie place tt i didnt like. but cuz i heard tt there're more stuff to shop for there than even at town, so i decided to take a look there. but i got cheated! :x all old oggie stuff.. :( cant even find a decent jap restaurant to have our dinner at. =="- anw, we spent our whole day there dragging our feet ard. e place is huge and we just couldnt find a better place to eat and rest at. omg. chinatown is just not for us. :x- so tired and cuz im wrking full day e nxt day, i intended to slp slightly earlier tt night. but.. here comes a call frm my close friend, mr edy. lol. confiding his grievances, we spent e whole hr discussing wad he shld do. so stubborn of him, i suggested e best of wad my brain could come up w, but he still found it not-so-good. :x plus, when our conversation ended at 2plus, i couldnt get to slp but was thinking of better alternatives for him. then in e end, fell aslp only at 4plus. no choice, for a good friend like him, it's all worthwhile la.wed; 20jun07- woke up at 8.15am. prepared myself and started wrk at 11am. wrking w e aunties is... is, u knw wad la.. they're nice, but we just have a generation gap, cant really find a topic to talk to them w. boring, if u still cant catch wad im implying. =="- then evening shift, i dont feel bored anm, i feel slpy. :( now, edy shld think of wad to do to repay me. hehe.
Monday, June 18, 2007 ♥
SAT; 16jun07- edy's last day of wrk before he takes a break for his A levels' sake. :(- was raining heavily but we went for supper tgt anw after wrk. had steamboat buffet at bugis.- and guess wad, we talked non-stop and sat there frm 11.20pm till 2am (e place closes at 5am). lol.- then cuz we wanted to take a stroll for better disgestion purposes, and plus can save a lil' on cab fare, we decided to walk a short distance before hailing a cab. then guess wad again, we chatted and chatted tt we covered half e distance frm suntec to my place in hougang, according to bus 107's route! (cuz we usually go hm tgt by bus 107 after wrk, we knw e route so well.) and for ur info, we broke e record again. 2 of my longest walking records were w him after our supper tgt. lol.-anw, it was a really hilarious one la. stepped into a heap of damp leaves, threw stones at bullfrogs (or whatever we call it), etc, etc, etc.. laughed so much tt our sides hurt. lol. then finally got into a cab and reached hm only at 3plus.- imagine being w him e whole day frm 12.30pm at wrk till 3am after supper, and we can still maintain so chatty. haha. yup, he's e only close friend i have sooo comfortable w me and vice versa.SUN; 17jun07- slept for only an hr plus and woke up at 5.45am. yes, it's my serving sunday at e children ministry again! as usual, it was so enjoyable being w e kids. :)- but cuz i was too slpy to wait for another half an hr after my duty and before meeting e cg for lunch at 3pm then go for 4th tgt, i went hm straight. ==" got hm and slept frm 5plus till 8plus. blessed swt rest i had. :)- then cuz it was dad's bday and also, Fathers' Day`07, we went for dinner at pasir ris park, fishermen's village after dad closed shop at 9plus. my fave place w e family since young, but it's been yrs since we had a meal there tgt alrdy. so nice to be there again w them. :)- needless to say, e meal was a feast. all my faves cuz they always allow me to be e ordering one. hehe. sambal kangkong, sambal sotong, fried rice, chicken wings, satays, cereal prawns, mantou, a spicy fish and 2 jugs of coke. so stuff-ed tt we couldnt finish everything. omg, my stomach still growls thinking of tt meal. :b total cost was $90plus i think, less than even a hundred bucks. :D- another yr older, my dad's 45 now. :) a Happy Fathers' Day to him, as well as my Daddy in Heaven! :D
Saturday, June 16, 2007 ♥
just got hm frm Planet Shakers ZONE concert, and i just cant wait to blog abt this!!PRAISE JESUS!! it was so awesome alright.but sad thing, im still feeling so-extremely-bad tt i couldnt get tickets for my dear friends.really, it was such an awesome one, out out out of my expectation.and guess wad, sooo many souls were saved. youth souls. woohoo!! more than a hundred of them i bet. all touched by today's msg, Daddy's love."Follow Me", said Jesus on earth. He's the men's Man. wow. so cool can. and He's my lovely Daddy! hehehe.so filled w His joy now. feeling so blessed tt i didnt miss out this great great event. it was just like a DARE camp's svc. e difference; ARROW was there too, and many many new ppl w us tt makes up a population 7000!anw, i met dora today. towards e end of e ZONE concert.a big big hug frm her. oh my, i missed her so.one of my most respected and dearest senior of e old tzt. love her loads. :)
Friday, June 15, 2007 ♥
dreamt of him again last night.it was so real. like having him back w me again.really missing him. :'(oh ya, ystd i realised i cant memorize his old no. (tt he was using when we were tgt). really sad cuz i thought i could always memorize it by fingertips.but amazingly, after this dream, i told Daddy how upset i felt. then e no. just appeared in my mind tt moment! omg. isnt He amazing! see how can i not love my DaddyJesus.. He knws me so well. :))planet shakers concert later.feel so bad for not being able to get a few more tickets for andrie, ryan/edy/seven or some others to come. it's gonna be a blastful and blessed youth concert, and i really really want them to get blessed there w us. plus, to save souls. joaquim-ers are precious ppl to me. :xbut well, i'll pray hard for hillsongs united to come again some time soon. then i'll grab e tickets and invite them again. :) they'll come, amen.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ♥
sis asked me : "how come ur feelings for him can still be there w/o seeing him at all all these years?"
i cant reply.
i've no idea too.
i miss him badly.
yes, i still do.
4 + half years.
sad to say, we've lost contact.
or rather, i've lost contact w him.
i wish, and i wish,i'll get to see u again,at 303.
Thursday, June 07, 2007 ♥
thk God im not wrking today.down w flu. feeling so sick now.but still, gotta go get some camp stuff w sis later on. she's leaving for AD Camp 3 just tmr. it's her first ministry camp w/o us cuz we've all graduated frm DARE. not worried abt her cuz i knw she'll be in good hands, but i think i'll miss her a lil'. no one to lie and enjoy music w me in bed these 3 coming nights.. :x so jealous, ARROW camp isnt here yet, and i dont think it'll be tt soon. :( so really looking forward to it..wrking still tmr. but im not too sure whether i can make it there. feeling so unwell now.but well, i think they can easily get a replacement for me even if i cant wrk. we have so many new ppl w us now. :x then it becomes like, so few wrking slots lo. they dont understand. sometimes it's not bcuz we dont get to wrk tt we feel sort of upset. it's like, we've become redundant, so dispensable. :( and tt's exactly how i feel after i started sch. no longer e one tt they'd prefer to call for replacement when someone cancels his/her shift. e older staff actually get lesser slots. doesnt feel good u knw. this is also why i no longer look forward to wrking anm. it used to be like: "oh yes, im wrking again today, can meet those joaquim-ers again! good good," to now, "oh ya, im wrking yet again today. no idea who im wrking w later on. so sian." not on purpose, but tt's just how we feel now. :(anw, sorry ppl, for being so grumpy today. :xby His stripes, adr's healed. amen.
Monday, June 04, 2007 ♥
hi im back.frm sch, and back blogging.v v tired, v v slpy, after 2 full days at wrk (sat, sun) then sch this morning and seriously w/o sufficient rest or slp these few days. but still, im tempted to blog first before my nap.might be long as i go on (:b) , u can skip e minor details in smaller wordings if u like but i prefer stating everything significant to me cuz tt's e reason why ppl blog right? yup, so here u go..- on sat, 9am-11pm shifts.
- woke up late. but i cant push my time slot back to starting wrk at 11am cuz there's only 1 part-timer, 1 full-timer and 1 executive in e morn tt day. it'd be so irresponsible to leave everything to e 2 of them w just one call saying im changing my shift. since they'd given me e 9am shift tt i asked for, shldnt i be grateful and act responsibly? so, rushed like mad and managed to start wrk at 9.30am. hehe. :)
- then cuz it was a sat morn and w e pc show gg on upstairs, we had a crowd. when lee kuan went for her break when we opened for business, plus e rest were to start wrk only at 12pm, there were only me and ryan managing e whole joaquim! omg. how i wished i could drop and faint to escape! :x e first time we were SOOO short-handed. but still, i had to do my best. then wrking chemistry developed between ryan and i. good good. :D
- v busy day but it went on great. :) - now on sun, 12-10.30pm shifts
- my first and hopefully, last sun wrking. cuz it was soe soe's last day at joaquim, i wanted to wrk w her. then can take some pics w her also. hehe.
- anw, edy and i met for breakfast at s'goon in e morning. beancurd, croissants and others. wad a good breakfast starting e day off. :D then rushed to wrk.
- another busy day as usual, but enjoyable.
- but something diff, i walked a new-comer ard and taught her things! hehe. it feels so good to be a teaching "senior".no idea why, i liked her at just e first sight then tried helping her in everything. probably bcuz she looks sweet?.. :b treat her so nice can.. but sad thing, she still preferred clique-ing w her classmate also frm myanmar, also new here w us. :(
- oh ya, there was an incident tt took place during my evening shift!omg, im so ashamed to realise im tt timid! to get scared over witnessing e conflict between a customer and my exec (maybe cuz im considered involved in this incident too?). so stunned lo. :xbut well, after this day, i've apparently another idol out there; my great exec!! hehe. not kidding, he's so SAT u knw. :Danw, though during these 2 days, 2 diff incidents took place separately (not e one above) tt made me so down tt i wanted so much to dig a hole, let loose and cry out, but over all as mentioned, e days were simple but so enjoyable (and only i myself + my Daddy knw why). :)hmm, partly bcuz Daddy actually talked to me as i wrked, teaching me new things through these 2 incidents taking place. He's so good at makng lemonade out of my lemons! :D
