♥ The Sozo-fied Child ♥

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ♥

So random.
So bored.
Chatting w Ziwen online.
Bad bad news. And I find myself missing Reh Soe so much.
I wonder how he is. :( My dear friend. Months we last contacted.
Shall we go visit him someday?

Anw. Shld be staying in to do some revision today.
I want to study. And I think I seriously need to! Lagging behind, cuz of my lack of motivation.
But Im just sooo tired. Slpy.

03:30pm

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ♥

Fri - Mon ( 23-26May08).
Darling's days.

Fri- Suki Sushi at Cine for lateee dinner.
Then What Happens in Vegas at Cine. Midnight movie. And one of e best I've caught in all of this yr.

Sat- Evening fishing w Desmond, Angela and James.
Bendemeer for good prata. And I really mean GOOD. *Hungry pangs. :b
Back his place.

Sun- W no company, but still, I decided to go all e way to Suntec for 3rd myself. Yeah~ I love my Church! :D
Thereafter, Darling came meet me at Marina Square. Took me to Swensens'.
Why, cuz he made me angry e night before! A filling dinner at my fave ice-cream house. :)
Mahjonged.

Mon- Job interview at Orchard Taka, 10:30am. Smooth-sailing.
Then to S'pore Expo w both Angela and Xinhui.
Food fair, Book fair, then to Robinsons' sale.
Longggg walk, and I swear my legs hurt like.. Like HURTTT. --" Plus morn's walk in Orchard.
Darling came fetch us at 7plus pm. And kind him, accompanied me to Dad's shop then back hm before heading to his place.
Legs aching. ~~Real exhausted~~. Dozed off umpteen times before e 9pm show even ended.
Dad came fetch me hm 2am. :)

05:20pm

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Saturday, May 24, 2008 ♥

Hazel's not gg for e ZONE concert.
And Faith suddenly says she cant be sitting w us cuz she has 20 over friends she (and her dg mates) invited.
What abt me? I think Im giving it a ~~miss~~ too.
Feels so funny w just Ty and myself (plus his friends) for this particular event.
I've nv enjoyed camp-like services w/o e clique Im really comfortable w. Nv once.
So I guess it'd be a better decision to give up tt precious ticket to someone who would enjoy it better than I do. Rather than feeling out of place in there.
Someone pls tell me Im correct. ~~Suddenly so afraid of condemnations.~~

Initially it was like, so wonderful. Everyone of us can sit tgt, get to knw one another and hyper tgt.
Now imagine being put aeroplane on, or more so, my bad planning/persuading skills tt spoiled everything.
And did i mention, even though I got hm and went to bed only close to 6am yest, excitement woke me up so early at 9plus am this morn. Sadly amazing.

Ok, not gg to go on and on anm.
Might just be gg fishing w Darling, Xinhui and e rest later on, so I wont have to rot at hm regretting not gg or something.
~~Because it really really meant so much to me.~~
Not to add on, this feeling of downright guilt refusing to leave me alone even a moment. For standing ppl up. My punishment. No kidding.
Call me pathetic or whatever (in no mood to bother anm), Im just stuck w a fishing rod now.

:'(

01:20pm

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Thursday, May 22, 2008 ♥

Job-hunting in process.

Yeah, S.Ben called again this morn (and yest, which was a missed call). Same thing, he wanted me to help him out at DTE, saying he'll accede to my requested part-time position cuz they really need a familiar recept. And.. I almost didnt reject! Tempting. Cuz I still missed Kbox. Omg. But thank God I did la, ultimately.

Anw, I guess Im just too used to being a recept tt all my job applications are right in this field. Lol.
Daddy bless me; My resume attracts them and I start receiving calls soon. Amen!
And hopefully, Hazel finds her job soon too.

Study study study.
Busy of late studying.
Byebye!

12:30pm

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ♥

Current height: 163cm
Current weight: 47kg !!

Darling's feeding me fat!
Omg.
Or is it a logic someone once told me abt?
When you're in love, you tend to eat ~~ALOT~~.
Tt person's Philip.

01:00pm

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ♥

Well-spent few days.

Sat; 17May08
To our Singapore History Museum w Darling!

Welcome!

e oh-so-real oil paintings.

A ~~stone~~ tt we all cant read.

Byebye museum! It'll be yearsss till my nxt visit. :)

AJISEN at PS for dinner.

Then my fave night activity!
Mj. :D

Sun; 17May08
Pariss restaurant.
High-tea buffet session w my lovely family.
A treat frm Auntie Sylvia. :)

Adults Grp.

And e Cousins' Grp!
Minus Faith. :(

I shall come back for you again.

Yum yum. :D

Then to K`ing session nxt!

Secret Garden at S'goon Garden.

Sherman, Hazel, Abel, Adrienne and Angie!

5 of us for just $75, 4 long hrs. :)

Penniless. And so, bill on Bro! Hehe.

For both Sis and I. Thankie! :D

And notice I wasnt in any of those pics.

Cuz none of them were interested in taking pics. So I was practically e ~~only~~ photographer ard!

Difficult to include myself in them. :(

Anw, Darling came fetch me thereafter.

His place, then to plaza for num ball w his usual buddies.

In fact, e enjoyment of a mere spectacle. :)

Got hm 4plus am.

Zzz. Real real slpy.

Mon; 19May08

Intended to stay in.

Been staying out late this longgg weekend, since Thurs.

Sooo tired out.

But Darling.. He.. Enticed me to e beach!

Evening time. Just e two of us. :)

I love you!

The end.

Bye!

03:20pm

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Thursday, May 15, 2008 ♥

More and more conflicts surfaced.
Diminished sweetness exchanged.
Are things starting to turn mild?
I hope not,
~~or am I hoping they are?~~

Are you the problem, or am I the one?
I guess our thoughtminds are.

Baby I do love you.
But Im struggling to stay w you. Just do you understand?

03:25pm

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Monday, May 12, 2008 ♥

Fri; 11May 08

Sakae Supper Buffet at Ms w Darling.

Food was great!

I always loved sushi, and likewise for him.

So glad we share a good taste for sushi-s.

Then met Yeh and Xinhui East Coast Park.

Breeze was good. Slacked, and left abt 2am.

Sat; 10May08

East Coast Park once again.

But w cousins. Present- Sis, Hazel, Faith, Hannah and myself.

And e adults.

In e car.

Cycled. And it was so comical when Sis and I rode on e twin-bike, or whatever tt's called.

Like so lame. It was so ~~pokily-slow~~ and even though you ride w all your might, you'll still be far behind frm your company. Lol. Plus, you cant even control well. --" So good of a choice uh.

But we could also call it fun la. Chatted w sis and enjoyed e SLOW speed while listening to songs frm her phone. (Tt's what you do when you practically dont have a choice to change e situation right. To make e best of what you can to enjoy.)

An hour of riding and we're happily relaxing on e beach. Yay. And I missed those times w Sherman, holding hands and jumping waves tgt. Young time bonds we all share. My dearest cousin before we even stepped into our teenage years.

On e beach.

And Myself !

Then to Tiong Bahru for seafood dinner.

No idea if it was due to my almost-well flu tt I didnt really find e food tt tasty.

Fellowshipped after dinner and left 11plus pm.

Happy Birthday Hannah. :)

Anw, not e end.

Darling came fetch me and Sis at our place.

A good night spent.

Got hm 7am after e delicious mac breakfast tgt. :)

Sun; 11May08

Slept till 2pm before getting up to prepare.

Didnt go for svc, but meeting Tengyu for e Global Day of Prayer at e indoor stadium 5plus pm.

Cramps for days now, and it was expected ..

Not feeling well, but still, I honoured my promise and went. :)

e event was rather meaningful, just tt probably bcuz of e ~~insufficient~~ slp e night before and my not-e-pinkest-of-health, I was practically looking forward for it to end asap. But anw, I find e worship sessions great. And a long long time since I said ~~formal~~ prayers to Daddy alr.

Well, svc ended 10:30pm and I got hm 12am.

Real real slpy. Zzz 1plus am.

Mon; 12May08

Shld be staying indoors today.

To catch up w both my BT and History.

God bless, bb.

3:40pm

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Friday, May 09, 2008 ♥

Lesson cancelled last min ystd and Darling came fetch me at Dhoby.
Dinner over at his place. And, it's been a long long time we enjoyed e 9pm show tgt. :)
(Cuz e previous one wasnt e least interesting.)
Slept over, and it feels really great to be watching your love slp (and snoring, so) soundly. Plus, waking up seeing him first thing in e morn and ~~pulling~~ him frm bed to prepare for wrk.
The bliss of a married couple, I reckon tt's called.
Anw, sent hm 6:30am when he set off for wrk.

Wad shall we have for dinner tonight?
Feel like having sushi. :)

1:35pm

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Thursday, May 08, 2008 ♥

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Tuesday, May 06, 2008 ♥

A long weekend out w Darling and his grp of friends.

Sat; 2May08
Met Darling 2plus pm Desmond's void deck.
Slacked there a short while w them before heading to Vivo while James, Yeh and Xinhui left for Amk for a haircut.
Shopped ard for hrs to get Eddie's bday gift. In e end, settled for an Esprit top for him.
Dinner at Sakae.

Anw, met e rest again at Bugis 9pm.
Arcade, then to Shaw Beach Road to catch e Ironman.
Wasted trip, show time was over. But at least, I met Sk by coincidence la. :)

Then went over a cafe for some refreshments and slacked there till 12am before e movie at Shaw Bugis started.
Anw I guess e guys did really enjoyed e movie. But poor us, girls didnt really find it engaging. Or at least just for me la. Worst still, their seatings sucked.
Got hm 3am.

Sun; 3May08
Met e usual 5 at Yeh's void deck plus Ku before heading to Ehub, then, Eddie's chalet.
Buffet provided for dinner. But I only had mine at 12plus am.
Was mahjonging. Cant really rmb whether we won or lost money. Darling and I took turns playing.
Left 2plus am.
Real real slpy, both of us.
Down w running nose and a sore throat.

Mon; 4May08
Went to trim my hair, and now Im finally more-satisfied w it alr.
My usual hair dresser, I always trust his professionalism.
Gg for my nxt hair rebonding as soon as my ~~split-ends~~ recovers.
Then went Dhoby to settle my school fees for e mth of May w Darling accompanying me. :)
Had a light breakfast-cum-lunch; pretzels there. Sour Cream's for him and Cinamon's mine. Long time I had tt. Nice nice.
Back to Eddie's chalet 5plus pm.
Mahjonged. Ill luck, Darling and I ~~lost~~ a total of $30. :x
Feeling really unwell, like how Mango and Janice too, did. So, skipped e bbq dinner they had and just lay ard in e room for e air-cond flow. Weather was terribly humid.
Then watched e guys black-jacked thereafter. As usual, Darling's banker, interesting.
Got hm 2plus am.

Wonderful time I had during these past couple of days w Darling and these fun ppl.
No arguements w him at all. Instead, more attached to him I'd say.
Anw, e rest of e pics up soon, gotta wait till our kind Ms Mango to send me e few pics she took for us in these 2 days.
Terribly ~~unwell~~.
Bb.

06:15pm

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