♥ The Sozo-fied Child ♥

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 ♥

When you were busy Lol'ing.
When I was repeatedly reassured of your afterthought.
Did you even know how I was hurting inside?

I dont wanna waste my life away.

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Monday, April 27, 2009 ♥

Miss Bintan, miss that spectacular villa!

Havent been blogging / logging into Friendster & Facebook these daysss.

Been busy doing the mundane things of life.

I bet my (fb pet,) Berry stinks like some dung now.

Extremely limited pics taken of late (near zero) so please bear with my wordy post.

On Friday:

Sam came pick me up after wrk and back his place.

Showered, dinner, met Eddie/Mango/Butter and headed off to Ponggol for bball :)

I was SOOO disappointed tt I eventually get to play only after the lights went off cuz..............

But nonetheless, I got some coaching fr 4 shifu(s) !

Layups layups layups :)

Saturday:

Met Des in the late afternoon and headed off to meet the rest for the recent bball craze.

So so fun!

Anyway Sam joined us only at 8plus pm.

Dad came pick me up, dinner at Buangkok!

Sunday:

April 26; Not really hoping for this day, yet the irony, awaiting.

A significant day belonging to me alone (with Sam attached too).

Wouldnt want to talk much abt it.

But like I said an approx 6mths yr ago, Im keeping it close to my heart the rest of my life.

An equally significant date as on the Oct 8.

Anyway I got up real early at 930am!

Went to help out at Dad's shop and I did quite a bit ok!

Then of cuz, met Sam at his place afterwhich.

A simple homie day holding a heart-wrenching memory, time has moreover healed. Yes.

Today, Monday:

Work, that's all.

Starting to drive again tmr, excitement + siansation.

More pictures nxt round I promise.

Good night yo !

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Thursday, April 23, 2009 ♥

Lethargic Day.

I was so sure it was Bus 25 I boarded.
But why did I end up elsewhere?
A usual 20min journey turned out to be an hr instead.

Busy watching HK dramas lately.
Ever since I was introduced to FUNSHION :)

Missing the Tuesday night that just passed.
Side by side with Sam.
Lying in bed.
Listening to his stories.
I like to be your listening ear :)

Friday night again tmr!!
Yayeee!

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ♥

Darling do you know that everytime we end our msn conversation,
I'd read the whole context again before closing?

.......
....

S.A.M says:
kiss mi

S.A.M says:
i misbehave

S.A.M says:
kuku

S.A.M says:
kiss kiss

S.A.M says:
mi mi

Adrienne * Favour Bestowed says:
NO

S.A.M says:
Y

Adrienne * Favour Bestowed says:
you dont have baby skin

S.A.M says:
i haf hor

Adrienne * Favour Bestowed says:
and you are not cute

S.A.M says:
i m hor

Adrienne * Favour Bestowed says:
yuck!

S.A.M says:
shut up !

.........
.....

Muack!
You're my power, my Darling

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Monday, April 20, 2009 ♥

Monday. 20 April 09

Supper and night chat with Mom when I got home late last night.
Got up at 2pm this afternoon as a result.
(Past my targetted time again)

Anyway.
1st day's wrk was.. GREAT !
Once again, Im wrking with children !!
Yippee!

Somehow, it was Daddy who brought me back to the kind of kids environment once again!
Although I still didnt know how much exactly I'd be paid an hour (forgotten to ask), I'm still determined to stay on!

Love Daddy, love kids! :D

Despite kind Sam offering to come pick me up, I decided to head home myself.
But.. Nice Dad came fetch me last min instead!

A few recorded dramas still not watched yet, BYE2 !
:)

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Sunday. 19 April 09

Went for 4th today with Sis.
Service today was GOODY GOOD !

Dinner at MS afterwhich, and shopped a little.
Then while Sis went home, Sam came fetch me at our vicinity (Des void deck).

Bluffer Sam said he wanted to watch the Volumn 2 of Fa Zhen Xian Feng tgt with me online.

But just after having our cups of ice-cream tgt, that Log dozed off again..

So I became the only audience =.=

Oh btw, it was Coincidental Day lol.
Met the few fellow NCC'ians in the area (Suntec);
1. Coach E.
2. Lydia.
3. Immanuel

On the bus after dinner;
4. Linda.

On the road while heading back Sam's place,
5. Dad's car was RIGHT BESIDE US !

Then when Bro came fetch me from Sam's place 1plus am..
On our way out of the carpark, we had quite a close shave with a black car entering.
On closer look..
6. It was Sherman driving a frd home!
Lol. So he has frd who stays just the blk beside Sam's.
Just that carpark, just that timing?

Anyway, after deciding that we were too full for supper and nowhere else to go to, we headed to Sherman's place for a look at his newly-set pond hehe.
(He stays just above, plus a few units away from us btw)

Starting wrk tmr!
Kind of sian, kind of excited!

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Sunday, April 19, 2009 ♥

Sat. 18 April 09

I've had the TIME OF THE WORLD both last night and tonight!
Let me count the no. of donkey years I last fiddled with a bball?
4 at least.

Sports' actually something I enjoy to the MAXXX.
But guilty to say, I havent been involved in much of it in recent years.
Cuz I just didnt wanna sweat and stink.
But there's one good thing abt me at least!
Once Im in a game, I give my ALL ok.
Image and appearance give way, no doubt! :p

Anyway since the bball'ing days have been relived, I've an extremely strong urge to make it a daily routine again like back in our sec sch days!

Good Des promised bball again nxt wk!
I love love love bball !

Well something I realised:
As much as I miss my old bball mates, I find tt I so-like my new team-mates too! Gilbert and Des :)

Darling said he doesnt mind me being a real me in sports, though a rough gal's image I portray.
Darling said he loves me best bcuz we've gone through most ups and downs tgt.
Darling said he likes me best bcuz we've visited most places and done the most things tgt, hand-in-hand.
Darling said he enjoys being with me most bcuz we know each other best.
Darling said he wanna marry me :D
(Better dont bluff me hor)

I also love you best.
Give you a kiss ok!
I dont just wanna be a girlfriend to you, I wanna be your best friend.

P/s: Blisters hurt yo.

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Thursday, April 16, 2009 ♥

I dont need Luck.
I need Jesus :D
I knew I'd get the job
Since when had I failed in an interview (except for that Ubi one last yr)
Opps!
Baaaa :p

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 ♥

Having cramps :(
Im in extreme discomfort.

Job interview tmr, hoping I'll get the job cuz it's just in Ubi, my ideal wrking place. 25mins travelling time only.

Again, nothing significant has taken place today.
Except that the years-of-MIA'ing Dene called me up and we had quite a long chat.
Still say I didnt tell you Im alrd attached, you also didnt tell me you got a gf alrd what. Somemore 2yrs plus alrd hor.
Commando frd says I better not be mistreated, ehem*

Milo all day.
I finally wont eat a whole day.

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009 ♥

So angry stupid Sam CANNOT be hurled up and out of bed last night AT ALL.
And Im starting to wonder, are all guys like this ??
LOGS and nothing less.
Or is it just the few that I've met?

He wasted CLOSE TO 2 HOURS of my time attempting to wake him up!!
(Look at how serious his 'illness' is)
And then I got too frustrated I cabbed home myself (at 2am).
Anyway I've forgiven him on account of his improvement.
It's the first (and hopefully the last) time in many many mths this has happened.
I used to cab home in the night myself very often and gotten angry the same number of times.
And then he improved, not completely, but a great deal.
(Still, many times I have Dad/Mom/Bro to come fetch me home la, definitely not that all credit goes to Irritant Sam)

Anyway since Im blogging this often .....
It's quite obvious Im NOT enjoying my break!
So bored at home I need to get a job.
I wanna re-top my depleting bank account!
But recession quite difficult leh.

Some random pictures I found while packing my room awhile ago.
Starting from the most ancient ........

Myself with Bro in the back garden (our old house).

The P5 Love-Singapore Day.
I thought we looked cool then.
(I said what, BACK THEN ...)
Me: Middle!

2002 Teenzeal (Jesus It's All About Him) Camp!
We're Team Xtreme! :D
Somewhere in M'sia.
Me: First row, light blue pretty jeans (in those days ok)

Will they slaughter me after seeing this pic appear in my post?
Dont la, I look equally ugly what :p
Me: Left

Yup, those are my younger days.
However ugly, I still prefer my younger face honestly.
When I dont need makeup still can go Orchard.
Still got many frds and dates ok.
Haiya, gone are those days.

When'll my dinner arrive?!
Very hungry...........

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Monday, April 13, 2009 ♥

As free as a birddddddd :D

I'm not interested in how I had fared for POE right at this instant.
All I want to ensure, is a good post-exam break :D

Byebye !

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Saturday, April 11, 2009 ♥

With all due respect a good lady deserves.

Go learn what that word means before you're deemed worthy of holding my hand.

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Friday, April 10, 2009 ♥

Today's the best of Friday throughout the whole year.
Because He gave, we only receive :)

Why can't I devote my time to POE ?
Why must we study soooo many chapters for MERE 40% ?
Why must we learn to draw sooo many kinds of graphs ?
I fear I cannot make it for POE :(

Give me more time leh.

Tmr's Date Day with Sam.
Wonder how long we last went out twosome.
But the days we only have eyes for each other, seem to have gone for good.
A date's just a console.
One year only leh, haha? o.O

I just wanna study, pleaseeeeeeee

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Monday, April 06, 2009 ♥

Hoping beyond hope,
that tmr's QS paper will be as easy as our Blackboard Sample Paper.

Will it be ?

Boring Monday.
Sis faster come home leh :(

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Sunday, April 05, 2009 ♥

Was reading some articles and I feel for the ignorant ppl.
I dont understand what business has it got to do with those ppl tt our well-loved Pastor is nothing but blessed blessed and blessed, even in monetary aspect?
Why not, as well, rant at him for the best of health he's blessed with, too? LOL, it just doesnt make sense right.
The only reason I could think of, is that jealous ppl = angry ppl.
Yeap?
We all love Pastor Prince :D

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What makes you think that words wouldnt hurt as bad as an action would ?
I think you're superficial.
Im not a meek gf, I believe in a-tit-for-a-tat.
Well, as long as it sits right with me and my morals.

Im not grumpy!
Im just more expressive of some negative sides of man today!

BYE!

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Sat. 4 April 09

10am in the morning when the alarm sounded..

I was sooo tired that the bed seemed even more irresistable than the thought of Mac's hotcakes.........
And HENCE, I decided to forgo that satisfying MacBreakfast with Sam :(

*Fast forwarded the boring afternoon of "homecoming"..... *

Met Sam again in the late evening and headed to Downtown East for dinner then 12 Rounds.
Last min we had company; Wei and Jiesi !

Would Sam risk it for me ? I dream and I dream.. Opps!
Ya la, I was dreaming I alrd said!
Yeah, it's a good film (to me at least).

Bared some truths to Sam abt how I felt of him in our early r/s days which I kept fr him these mths.
More and more in fact but I didnt feel I could confess to all, ouch they'd hurt I guess.
So bad of me back then.

Looking forward to better days, hoping the feared coming June wouldnt arrive so soon.
Love you!

Is it the angle/position or what? Why do I look so wierd.

Anyway, BON VOYAGE gal !! :D

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Btw, is it just my hse or what?
Mosquito bites irritating me bad.

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Friday. 3 April 09

Contenting Adrienne stayed in with Lazy Sam and caught some online movies tgt, fell aslp (not purposefully) tgt, and then to Eddie's place for 13 zhi tgt.

The first twosome meeting after many days of absence always feels wonderful.

Anyway, back to 13 zhi.
It's really an exciting game that appeals to me, but also, it gets on my nerves.

It always works this way:
I get some worse/so-so combination of cards when I pool $$ in.

And when I dont, I get to see the best cards showing up in my hands.
Royal Flushes and 4 of a kind-s. =.=

Frustrating leh.

Lost only a $20 this time.
But it's nevertheless, it's 'rightful' that we pay for the enjoyment of getting involved some of the times hor. :p

Partners of the day (or night, rather) ; Mango and I !
Although we didnt have much of a beginners' luck this time, the nxt time shall be better, hehe!

Back Sam's place at 4plus am.
Worse still, fell aslp only at 6am.
I hate Insomnia.

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Wednesday, April 01, 2009 ♥

This afternoon I witnessed my Love (Abraham's wife) giving birth :)

Es Exam today.
A's fly fly fly away.
I just realized 80% is the min mark for an A, not 75%!!
And current essays aint my forte :(
Too bad too sad.

April's Fool Day.
Stupid Sam so annoying.

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It's 1.30am now.
In less than 12hrs' time I'll be taking my ES Exam.

True that there's nothing to study abt for English,
but I still feel the pressure engulfed within. Tremendous.

Doing the best of my Diploma is my wish.
Because I've been wasting time and making wrong choices along the way, even though my O Levels has done me proud.
But I guess it was a cert in vain (O's) because I still ended up in a private school ultimately and this has been something I've been feeling so resentful abt.
How abt it? It's my own fault that I've made these choices and now I can only give my best shot in this Private Dip.

Im feeling very very stressed out because I have not done enough to goal a satisfactory result.
Timetable's not motivating me enough :(

I hope I'll do well tmr.
Please.

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