Monday, July 30, 2007 ♥
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl : *hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
Girl: Alright, now slow down.
Guy: I love you babe.
Girl: I love you too, please just slow down now! Please!
In the papers the next day,
a motorcycle had crashed into a building because of a brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
tt's a story tt still managed to move me after so many yrs.
it's sad but real touching. :)
it's gg to be AUG v soon.im so afraid. :'(
Thursday, July 26, 2007 ♥
i used to be a perfectionist.
but ever since i got into PID, completing my projects has became my only piority.
im so guilty and ashamed when i see all my classmates trying so hard to perfect their assignments. like, little bit of stain on it also cannot, must redo! tt kind of thing you knw. omg.
and i rmb something. when i was in sec sch, art teachers liked praising my wrk. now, competitions are so strong in class tt im at e bottom. others are stacking on top of me. ARGHHH. so sad.
i used to like art. i used to like d&t classes. but this course has made me so weary of my interest. so much tt im afraid of it alrdy. why?
i love her.
how can i not when she's my only sister.
unfortunately, we drifted. lately.
she's no longer attached to me anm. rather, she is to her friends.
and i hate it when i have to worry like a mom.
i asked her, "will you like being close to me like before only when you find me absent, not e concerning sister anm." she said, "yes, i think i will."
now, i understand how my mom felt when i was still a rebelling teen when i was my sis' age.
but well, Pastor Prince's word came at e right time. sometimes you will have to let them go. even if they will go hard way of life, they will learn, eventually.
and yes, im letting her go.
not tt i dont care anm, but im leaving her into my Daddy's hands. let Him teach her wad He taught me then. He's an awesome Teacher. :)
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went chomp chomp last night as mentioned.yup, i had fun. though i was late. so late tt when i met them, they were alrdy gg off to another place. ==" overslept.we had abt 10 in e grp (or was it 9? i cant rmb). and they were so fun to be w. wad jokers, so hilarious. lol. :Dbut anw, i thought last night would be a long one. at least till maybe abt 1-2plus.they said it's okay to stay till rather late.in e end, some went off cuz of their curfew. e rest, actually dont intend to take cabs at all and went catching e last buses. :Xomg. so 11plus means rather late. ==" lol.so diff frm my other cliques.. yea, i hope i'll get used to them v soon. :) they're gonna be my pals for at least e rest of my 3yrs in PID. :)didnt go sch today.all agreed so. no point gg all e way to sch just for a lecture + tutorial.gotta start on my assignments soon later on. SIAN 1/2.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007 ♥
just got hm frm sch.and let me tell you, i was sooo attentive today!! hehe. for both modules, i've put in more than 90% of my attention. tt's for e first time since i got into poly you knw. :D (thumbs up for adr!.. :b )like ystd, e video clip we watched during Design H&C lecture was really really interesting. documentaries on human. and i just realized tt design is actually v closely connected to human psychology, tt's why we have this subject called Design History and Culture.usually im e seriously-cant-sit-still kind when im being put w e class to watch a video tgt no matter how intrigued ppl are. but this time round (like ystd), while others are claiming they're so bored w it, my 100% concentration was there. hehe. and i really mean e FIRST time okay.well, ystd's was on Homo Sepiens, and today's, on how human brains wrks tt ancient human sculptures was first created in history. so interesting right! and im gonna search e net or e sch library for these videos soon and watch them all over again.. hehe. :Dbtw, i just realised tt this block's really slack. and im like, so not used to it lo. serious. cuz first few blocks really drove me nuts. :X erm, or is it tt i just havent gotten into e face-paced momentum yet now?.. no idea. i simply cant believe tt there's a moment of can-slack-now kind of thing in PID. :Xoh anw, im enjoying both this block's modules la. my interest. things are beginning to turn interesting uh. :)alright, gonna take a v short nap now.meeting e others at chomp chomp later on. dinner for them, supper for me. cuz i intend to go late. cool night atmosphere's e best. :D
Monday, July 23, 2007 ♥
sorry, im not done w talking! lol.this post's on took place today.okay, here it goes.Dennis' lesson this morning was damn hilarious can! in fact, he himself is. LOL. initially i was just giggling away, but SJ's reaction really triggered liling and i to cant-stop-laughing. she was like, openly gibing (not e rude kind) at him lo. was really funny la.then when break time at 11plus, i saw MAXX w one of his friends in our design canteen, expectedly having our famous design sch western food.went over and had a casual conversation after i was done w my food. like quite some time since we met.hmm, then after sch, e girls went Art Friend's at Bras Basah to get some materials we need tmr. i didnt go. cuz im still not sure whether to continue w this course or not. so, dont waste unnecessary money lo. e vernier calipers and T-square aint cheap for your info. e rest of e must-get list, i'll go buy myself. anw, i'll be borrowing these 2 frm Esther if possible. God bless me to be able to borrow them by tmr 9am. else, i wouldnt knw how to go for lesson alrdy. :X
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v v not like me.i usually keep my blog rather updated. but it's been some time since my last post if you noticed.well, i guess you smart ppl can conclude why. yes, PROJECTS.but THANK GOD, block 2's over, finally over!it's been a real short one i'd say. not tt we enjoyed so much so tt it seemed short, but bcuz time was really tight! we were so up-to-our-necks dealing w e constant piling up of assignments. not complaining (im still trying to change my always-not-satisfied attitude towards things), just elaborating okay..just a sunday's rest, and it's block 3 now.new block, new subjects (which means i have to start learning things new altogether again), a new lecturer, and lastly, e best thing to comment on, new timing! yes, timetable has changed for us. frm 12-6pm everyday since e 1st block, to now, 9am-3pm. i love it. and best still, e long-waited 4th block's 9-12pm! haha, adr's waiting!anw, we're taking Engineering Drawing and Design History and Culture this one month's block. Grace Grace, things will be smooth sailing for me, amen. no more do-wrk-cant-slp nights like e last 2 blocks i pray. :X1st day of e block, not much wrk. so, im back.thank you for enduring w my longwinded-ness once again. hehe. :D
Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ♥
went to bed at 5plus last night just to get more of my wrk done.really have to sacrifice some slp to catch up. im always behind time. :Xthen, woke up 8am to go sch this morning. to meet e girls to get our wood lathes done, and not for lesson. cuz i knw i'll nv be able to sit through both lessons w a mere 2plus hrs slp last night. be practical.besides this, my tummy's also giving me probs. :Xwas supposed to leave hse at 850 this morning. but it turned out to be 40mins late. but it's actually good enough alrdy. i almost couldnt turn up in sch. diarrhoea and nausea (sorry it sounds so yucky). it's just sudden, no idea why too.anw, i just dont want to risk it. :O cuz i still felt a lil' discomfort in e tummy and down my oesophagus.so, didnt attend lessons.12plus pm now and im alrdy back at hm.had to leave before 12pm (and before e class starts coming in) so im just halfway through. gg back again tmr morning before MM class starts to get it all done.lots lots lots of projects and assignments incompleted, or even not started w yet. omg.gonna take a short nap first before my battle to stimulate e creative brain cells in me starts again.bb ppl.
Thursday, July 05, 2007 ♥
projects projects projects.im suffocating.sch's really taking up too much time of mine, leaving so little for myself.quite a few voluntary work tt im so interested in helping out w in my ministry (MK) at church, but i just cant participate. just bcuz of my workload in sch. :(and im sacrificing alot of my wrking slots too.i feel so sad.PID. do i really want to stay in here, endure for e whole of 3 years and to enter into a circle of jobs tt i dont even like in future, just to save a semester's time now?or am i just being lazy and restless abt gg to (any kind of) sch(s).im so confused.adr.
Monday, July 02, 2007 ♥
recent updates.sat; 30jun07wrked evening shift.though edy didnt, he came when i was abt to knock off and went for supper tgt. same thing, steamboat buffet at somewhere nearby. and, my diet plans was ... ... e whole day's effort was gone w just a supper w him.as usual, e ball keeps rolling. but this time round, e conversations was mainly on serious stuff.unsurprisingly, we walked a great deal. distance like e last time. but unlike tt night it wasnt intentional now. a v short distance to help us digest better initially. however, just didnt notice so many cabbies passing us by, tt's why it became a long one again.and unusually, many cockroaches were in action tt night. :X yuck.then as we were walking along, a sudden incident made him sooo over e moon, tt i almost became redundant. =="got hm at close to 4am. i promise and i guarantee, e nxt time (late supper like tt) will at least be a couple of mths frm now.i really need to go on a healthy and proper diet. :Xsun; 1jul07met linda at my usual bus stop to go suntec tgt.saw asher on e bus. lol. long time no see. short conversation, but it's obvious he's changed quite a bit. isnt something unexpected la. ppl do change as they grow up. :)yup. then, took tickets, met up w e cg at food fountain. after which, went for 4th tgt.anw, thks to amy for her verses, i've been meditating on them quite frequently since sun. they're so useful. :Dmon; 2jul07unintentionally, i didnt go look for khee huat in his staff office. cuz i woke up later than planned.met sheikh for lunch then he helped me w some of my sch stuff.so ashamed of myself, he seems to knw so much more abt s'pore's route than me. directed me to e respective stops and i went bras besah complex's Art Friend to get some stuff i need for sch, then to suntec to collect my pay. after which, took buses for almost 2hrs just to get to hougang mall for dinner w sis. once again, it's cuz i didnt knw e routes e buses took, and missed my stopssss.FINALLY, met up w sis at 7plus. so giddy. no more strength to think of wad to eat. so went straight into ichiban restaurant for jap food. didnt eat much though. am on diet as mentioned.and.. ya. tt's all.gonna complete wad i didnt do this few days as per planned in my timetable.sch tmr. am thinking on how to explain to khee huat on my absence last sat for APEL. :Sbyebye.
