♥ The Sozo-fied Child ♥

Wednesday, February 27, 2008 ♥

tue. 26feb08.

it's a special day. :)

a promise. not just to you, but also to myself.

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008 ♥

state of confusion.

why do i always think i cant?
we cant.

~~i lack confidence,~~

:X

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Thursday, February 21, 2008 ♥

tue; 19feb08
went for dental appt.
teeth really hurts this time. but can see my new condition. it's improved alot. so wad's tt little pain? :)
hung ard e vicinity after tt at far east while waiting for sis to dismiss frm sch. gotta accompany her go get her new sch bag.
a long long wait.
still managed to get a few purchases la. but, only to find out at hm those new pieces e shop attendant got for me, were all in wrong sizes. omg. shld have checked. gotta go back within these 3 days to make an exchange. all because of my carelessness. troublesome. :X

anw, guess who sis and i met at town?
LOL. v v coincidental.
and i sensed Daddy talking to me.. just this once in many many mths.
really excited. :D
but whether to stay obedient, i find it not just a lil' difficult. really.
i've been spending too much time w him alr. :(

wed; 20feb08
met ah chuan 2plus and headed to kallang head office.
finally, i've returned my uniform. convenient, old and new ones tgt. :s

then headed to pasir ris straight after.

sam's shop.

accompanied him all e way till he closed shop at 7plus.

body aching and didnt feel like gg anywhere, so,

headed to shop&save nxt to his shop and..

HAPPY MEAL. :D

got hm 12plus.

v v tired. v v slpy. fell aslp straight after shower. :o

stomach still aching today. teeth still hurts.

but anw, meeting sis after she's dismissed frm sch to go far east again later. :X

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Saturday, February 16, 2008 ♥

out of job.
in a twinkle of an eye, i've alr been w kbox for close to 5mths. of course i miss my colleagues but somehow it's such a wonderful feeling tt im actually taking a (limitless) break after these months slogging 6-day wks. it's relaxing. but on top of all emotions, i knw Daddy rejoices over my decision. :D
im enjoying.

thurs; 14feb08
out w angie. dinner than caught CJ7 at cine.
a great film, and a well-spent Valentine's w her.
and i think i'd enjoy being out w her more than w any dates. made e right choice. :)
yea, not just a sis, she's my best friend. <3
and tt's not e end!.. :)
got back to hg at 10plus. sis headed hm while i went ah sam's place.
a simple meal w him but a good one. cuz we did e whipping up!
yea, Happy Valentine's. :D

fri; 15feb08
had a sumptuous lunch w dad heading to this huge christian bookshop in boon lay tgt.
helped mom search for her admired composer-cum-singer Kelvin Soh.
afterwhich, he drove sis and i to our destination; far east plaza.
yay, shopping.
but disappointing, seems to have been on a wasted trip. didnt get even a few stuff after walking on and on for hours. shall try again on mon after my dental appt. hehe.
got hm 11plus.

sat; 16feb08
tt's today.
DARE plus Arrow day.
sis went for her DARE svc while i stayed in.
long long time i havent been for an Arrow svc so feel kinda wierd to try and fit in again even when im free enough to now. maybe e nxt one a fortnight later? :)
anw. it's okay, my activities for e day are alr planned. lol.
mahjong w sherman and hazel later on at ard 5pm.
then meetup w sis for dinner before heading to sam's place.
good?

gg for svc at another church tmr.
not really looking forward to it i'd be honest.
i'll still prefer my own no matter wad.
but it'll be good to try it out cuz mom's been nagging and nagging abt it. omg.
anw, hope i'd enjoy cuz it's afterall Daddy's church.

im feeling contradicted.
mom pls stop telling me abt him positively and him negatively. :XXX

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008 ♥

quite an enjoyable cny i've had.
esp cny day 2. at hazel's place. v v fun.
and lots of income too. :DD

been into more gambling sessions lately like wad everyone's been doing. cny trend.
and on most occasions, lady luck smiled at me. :D
anw, speedy mahjong last night.
first time our game ended in a mere less-than-2hrs.
no win no lose. good good.

well well. am gg to tender my resignation today.
just 24hrs i need and am no longer hg's recept. maybe just part time server? no idea. see how it goes first.
no choice, wrk's really tiring me out. not physically, but spiritually. im really too distant frm e walk Daddy wants me to be in alr. :(
but in fact, wad actually triggered my resignation to be brought forward so inhesitantly, is unexpectedly, e super i used to like so much, and even considered rather close. now i see him through and through. dont like him a bit. unreasonable boor. :XXX

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