♥ The Sozo-fied Child ♥

Sunday, April 27, 2008 ♥

Happy 26th of e mth again.
Our 2nd mth tgt.
Met Darling 12plus today and went kbox for k-lunch tgt.
Yea, kbox hg.
V long since Darling went dating w me alr, just e 2 of us.
He's been so tired out w wrk everyday.
Anw, it wasnt exactly just both of us la.
Saw those ex-colleagues too. Of cuz it felt good.
And most imptly of all, we enjoyed our time tgt.

LOL.

Then rented e Le Grand Chef to watch at his place.
Once again, we had our ~~unhappiness~~. Or rather, it was on my side again.

Finally, he sent me hm at 11plus when sis waited for me in our void deck.
My confidant, and vice versa.

Was really hoping I'd have e courage to tell him this truth on wad my intense weeping was all abt when he was still in his ~~deep slp~~. But in e end, it was a lie tt I told and he's been taken in so easily.
I totally have no idea wad my nxt step shld be.
Obviously, tt's an impt place he's holding in my heart.
And i havent e willingness to end us just yet.
But it's draining me. So profusely.
Im so so tired.
Can I cry again.

Good night.

02:25am

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Thursday, April 24, 2008 ♥

went w sis ystd (tues) to kovan mac and studied tgt.
hers was on history, and mine, on my basic theory.
an effective self-study session..

pardon me. dumbly pek chek.

today (wed).
went hg green's bbox for karaoke session in e afternoon w bro and hazel.
sing till voice abit hoarse. lol.
been wanting to visit k for a long long time ever since i left kbox now. finally i get to fulfil this. so of cuz i sang my fill. :D

then darling came fetch me to his place for dinner and a rather short time tgt.
maybe im not AS understanding as i used to think i was.
but im upset. i dont want to deny.
good night peeps.

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Saturday, April 19, 2008 ♥

thurs; 17apr08
as mentioned, accompanied darling to e doc's.
then went for lunch at kovan mac.
lamer him. but i like it. :D

then rented e vcd, the Geisha and watched at his place. 7plus.
and once again, he fell aslp.
then something not-so-nice happened.
not anger, neither was i ~~blaming~~ him either.
but somehow, just some disappointments.
thank you, Daddy.
but for those few moments, i was ~~terrified~~.
cold war. on my part, i mean. :x

fri; 18apr08
dental appt at 2:30pm.
yay, so hazel did booked e same time w me.
really really ~~hurts~~, my teeth of cuz. :(
then on our way back to hg, darling called again.
yea, reconciled.
anw, it was a "baby-sitting" day today.
promised auntie sylvia tt we'll watch her 2 girls for her.
faith and hannah. 14 and 10 respectively.
had lunch at hg mall tgt, then walked walked ard.
then back to hazel's place for while before taking them to e pool, at hg swimming complex, for their swimming lessons.
2 whole hrs in e swim area, hazel and i played poker. --"
looked like we're lame to tears, but was kinda interesting la.
dai-dee for 2 and speed.

hannah in e library.

hazel.

adrienne. :)

water babies hannah found in e pool.

then walked hm tgt. :) 9plus.
darling came fetch me at our void deck while they waited w me before gg up to hazel's place.
fun fun. just like back to our childhood days. lol.

darling's place.
taught him e game, speed.
no thrill one. he's such a slow poke. :x
then met his buddies downstairs tgt.
desmond and guys.
~
afterwhich, mahjonged.
lost $3 while darling lost $9.
but still, i enjoyed, like always. :D
and im always grateful for friends like them. :)
..
back to darling's place and sleppppt till 7plus before mom came fetch me hm for real slp, after she sent sis to e stadium for her sports day.

anw guys, tt's a blog revamp for now.
i love it, do you? :D

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Thursday, April 17, 2008 ♥

met ty amk hub ystd. 7pm.

as per planned, went k pool-ing.

a little frm here and there, i think i've made quite some improvements since i was in kbox (hg) a couple of months ago. a few one-time teachers i managed to find along e way. in fact, 4. good ones.

thank you coaches. :D

then went for dinner close to 9plus.

had new york x2.

it's been established for quite some time now, but last night was actually my first time dining there.

food was so-so, but their ice-cream's commentable! :D

ordered a harlem chocolate mayhem ice cream. cant really rmb e name, but it was something like tt la.

yea. anw, it was a good time spent.

thank you friend, for spending time and effort playing w a ~~noob~~ like me. :) finally you get to fulfill your promise to me since it was made like close to a yr ago. haha.

and also e meal and your hillsongs cd. im guessing tt you chose this one cuz my fave song's in it, right? through it all. :) tell me im correct! haha.

then then. darling came fetch me 10plus.

had a longgg talk w him.

darling's on mc today.

gg to accompany him go see a doc later.

pics below, enjoy. :)

ty, quick send me my other pic in your phone!

still so confused. like since day 1.

i knw there's something i will have to give up.

e correct decision's just right in my face,

but i just cant do it.

at a lost of wad to do. thoroughly.

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008 ♥

waiting for darling to come fetch me for dinner now.

w his grp of friends. heard we're having sushi. :D

anw, all thanks to mr TENGYU for helping me out w my blog thingy.
was supposed to have a revamp for my blog rmb?
but it's been too long i changed anything major in my blog.
and i ~~accidentally~~ deleted something so impt!! and worst of all, i forgot to save e original copy of html codes first before changing anything. omg. it was a stupid mistake which caused a big prob here.
but once again, thanks friend, you've been a great help although there's still a little, TINY problem on e left panel. see? :) see you soon!

a random pic angie snapped on sun.
she's always catching me unaware, but tt's called candid you see. :)
posting it so them post wouldnt look tt dull anw.

and one now!

gtg now, bb.

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Monday, April 14, 2008 ♥

hihi.

not a revamp yet, i knw.

but will just have to bear w it first till bro's free enough to help me w it. ok ? :)

yup, so updates just below.

fri; 11apr08

BBQ session at faith's place.

meimei and i.

~~HALF A ROUND~~ of board game first before food.

no fun one, poorest of all. --"

then bbq at e (obviously,) bbq area.

just few pics to start off w. cuz thereafter, was busy glutton-ing. :D

then, off to e bball court while adults stayed on and keng gai (fellowshiped).

was an indoor one, so hot lo.

but had sooo much fun. it's been really long since i even last fiddled w a basketball.

missed those games, and e bonding, we used to have those years back in sengkang.

anw, sweated it out. and crucially, ~~calories~~ out too. :D

a great place to cool down beside e pools.

just sat, crapped and sang tgt w e music playing frm our phones.

faith, hazel.

and most e ~~appropriate~~ of all times, e music got us dancing midnight!

yea, mad.

but still, Jesus loves us. our never-say-die spirit. :D

as long as we dont get on e nerves of e neighbouring blks right?

shower, fellowship time, and food again.. :)

then one by one KO at 4plus am.

no pics. but i swear, it's sure looks like a pigs' slaughter house,

7 of us lying ard e huge living rm. evan and i on mattresses while e rest on e sofas respectively.

and notice something, it was a ladies night. just 2 guys w us, plus blake, our newly-befriended teen in e condo. :)

yea, it was a a time i had so much fun like nv before in months.

i LOVE family-get-tgts like this where bonding really makes e day.

and most imptly, where our lovely Jesus comes into e pic, even during conversations.

sat; 12apr08

pepperlunch at amk hub w darling after his so-called meeting. 6pm.

a satisfying lunch-cum-early-dinner. shopped ard till like 8pm,

and headed back to his place.

then met up w his usual buddies, 9plus pm, before heading to e flyaway (or whatever you call it, im not too sure). james, jackson, ah yeh and xinhui.

i like xinhui. :)

anw, yea, took pics too. e place's beautiful. but not gg to upload la.

cuz it was a last min decided destination, and so, i failed to dress appropriately.

omg. and those photos seriously pictured me like a filipino maid lo. so badly dressed.

and worst of all, i cant photoshop. im serious, i ~~dont knw~~ how to use it. :x

ok la, will go learn it soon.

sun; 13apr08

a wonderful day.

plaza for pool w sis too, and darling's place afterwhich btw. :)

got hm 3plus am.

a long long day too. was too chatty w him. :)

mon; 14apr08

today.

sis didnt go sch AGAIN, but she's alr out w some friends.

early morn she woke me up w her preparation noises, 9plus am.

and no idea why, i was no longer slpy despite gg to bed late at 5plus am last night.

so, decided to get up healthily-early today.

spending some time to blog,

and just gg to stay in for today.

my schedule for e day:

net surfing, basic theory reading up, history self-study, tv.

and i hope darling gets hm himself early tonight after wrk for more rest.

he had a real short night of slp last night 2hrs plus ?

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Wednesday, April 09, 2008 ♥

been surfing e net hours since i awoke at 2pm today.
visiting so many blogs and i realised tt my blog's style really sucked.
others' have their beautiful pics all over e background. navigations all in order. colours matching and right wordings. whereas mine's still e same since like last yr? so out-dated la.
e only thing i've bothered to change over time, is my blog song. and i think tt's also e only thing in my whole blog tt im satisfied w right now.

not tt im lazy. but im just clueless on how to improve.
my head enlarges when it comes to programmes within this ractangular flat screen called e ~~desktop~~. :x

anw, will be trying my best to put everything into order. neatly beautiful, before e coming up of my nxt post, ok?
a big revamp soon i hope. :D

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Sunday, April 06, 2008 ♥

thurs; 3apr08

my very first lesson at bmc.

class population was unexpectedly small. a mere 5. a good thing i suppose?

and quite a tedious thing to be into just one subject in 3 whole hrs.

topic was more into the cold war. the cuban missile crisis.

but still, i love history. :)

fri; 4apr08

out for supper w darling and his grp of friends at jalan kayu.

food's great, price's steep. :)

afterwhich, headed to yishun dam. slacked, then left at 2plus.

then back to darling's place.

sat; 5apr08

got hm 7plus am and slept all e way till like 3pm.

then met darling again 6plus.

like mentioned, was triple-dating day. :)

out w eddie, zhiming, mango and janice.

but instead of gg science centre, we decided on movies at cine.

caught three kingdoms. 7:30pm.

surprisingly, it was interesting. :)

thereafter, went supper, or rather, late dinner at newton circus.

same thing, food was good, and a lil' pricey too.

anw, slept over at hazel's place w sis.

hmm. bed was comfy, but wasnt a good night. :x

sun; 6apr08

missed svc once again.

result of turning in late last night. :x

lazed e afternoon in on bed.

then, w sherman and hazel, back at our place in e evening.

mahjong mahjong mahjong.
lost $11.

bb.

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Wednesday, April 02, 2008 ♥

sun; 30mar08
sis and i met hazel for breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-early dinner at suki suhi, hg plaza.
didnt eat alot, just 4 plates each and we're surprisingly full alr. :)

presenting, ms hazel.

yes, really really elated. :DDDDD
then nxt, to pool nxt door.
omg, both of them so ~~tyco~~ lo. not gg to add any further. :x
but we had fun la.
afterwhich, darling came and picked us. sent them hm and i went his place.
our usual practice; watched this vcd tt i rented. a horror one, taxi tonight. so lame like usual lo.
both of us i always kana cheated one. :x
then, guilty adr. :'(

mon; 31mar08
out w my old-time girls, now to address them as ladies.
long long time we met up; joyce and farliana. one almost a yr, and e other, like 2yrs?
had a great time shopping. and our dear farliana bought lots of stuff. lol.
then she had her bf come fetch her, while e 3 rest of us headed hm 8plus to catch our 9pm show. :) trained tgt.

tue; 1apr08
april's fool day.
silly angie tricked me first thing in e morn before i even was fully awake. --"
anw, went bmc w mom 1plus to make my first payment of tuition fees.
yay, finally im enrolled into a sch! gg for A levels, but just part time la.
we ended up deciding to go for just one sub this yr, H2 history. then carrying on e rest of e 4 subs nxt jan. so will be sitting for my As in 09.
thereafter, darling came fetch me at kovan to hg mall for e nice nice tomyam soup w rice/ noodles. was recommended by fion i rmb, real tasty. :D
then to darling's place again. :)
..
Hello Simpson. lol.
sent hm close to 1am.

lessons start as of tmr.
gg to wrk hard to get my driving license as well as my current H2 history, at e same time, wrk just part time too.
a busy yr ahead i can predict. surely relationship's gg to suffer? i hope not. just, i think i'll have to juggle my time well enough. no more laziness, amen. :o
meeting darling and e rest later on at ard 8plus? double-double dates at mind cafe, i heard.

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