Sunday, December 30, 2007 ♥
just back hm.out w edy after wrk.dinner at suki next-door, then to pool.all at hg plaza level 3. lol.enjoyed, of cuz.been sort of harsh w my words,but im glad he's been forced into awakening.bestie, i mean well. :)i've been of great help he says.yea. so glad.
Thursday, December 20, 2007 ♥
sometimes criticism really does force a great impact on ppl. a positive one i mean.esp those frm someone tt holds an impt place in your heart.yea. tt was in a past tense.but anw, thank you Philip :)
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 ♥
supposed to be wrking mid shift today. 2-10pm.but.. due to my forgetfulness, i actually got up and prepared myself for wrk at usual time, 8.50am.then surfing e net plus blogging now to kill time. -.-thank God i havent put on any makeup or tied my hair yet before i realised im too early.anw, good tt i have some extra time to slack in before gg to wrk la.morn atmosphere's so fresh and beautiful. :)
Monday, December 10, 2007 ♥
life's gg good even w/o him.looking forward to go to wrk (almost) everyday, can you imagine tt? lol.lifestyle's quite changed now.gg to bed and rising early everyday. even during off days, im alrdy up by 10plus.so healthy. :)plus, i no longer like staying in. at first it used to be bcuz of him. hate staying at hm lest i think of things again. now even as im over w tt difficult period, im alrdy used to staying out. no longer like cooping at hm a bit. 180degrees poles apart compared to e couch potato i used to be. lol.anw, it's my off day today!again, got up at 10am. had enough rest now and gg shopping later on.yea, time to top up my pathetic wardrobe. :D
Tuesday, December 04, 2007 ♥
adr's out of love. yup, we ended. as per planned. lol.
and guess wad, though i was e one who happened to initiate it, he also had e same intention. such chemistry applies to even e time of breaking up. :X
well, Daddy didnt fail me.
"step out and I will deliver you.." tt was His promise tt night.
yea, it's a pity. really loved him. but im glad senses took me over, not feelings.
and not really thinking of him anm. even tt night as we got back on our own.
it's really so much better to get back on e friendship line i have to say.
we ended gracefully w a smile you knw. :)
praise Jesus.anw, we had a lil' kbox session w our (hg) supers, captains (2 frm tpy and amk) plus nic, superBen's gf and myself after wrk. at one of our party rms.
somehow, i've no idea why, but suddenly missed him bad. real bad. those melancholic songs they were singing were e culprits i guess. superLewis broke down too. yea, same thing, relationship probs. drank so much throughout. i didnt. just some glasses and im down. really cant hold my liquor. :X then dozed off at 27 w (captain)zhiming at e other side of e sofa i rmb, after getting him his pillow for him. -.- he's even worse la. got arrowed so much tt he was drinking e whole time. lol. dead drunk. well, cant really rmb wad time i got hm at, but thanks to nic, i was safely sent hm. :)
hmm. off day today. shld be gg over to hazel's place again later this evening to help them w e last touch-up before their hall's beautifully repainted. bb peeps.
have a nice day! :)
Saturday, December 01, 2007 ♥
sis' been away for days now, since tue. 5 days 4 nights.for DARE camp. will be back tmr. yay.awaiting to see her transformed again. hehe.yea, how i miss DARE camps. exciting P&W sessions plus beautiful encounters w Daddy, powerful sermons, real-interesting finale nights. omg. envy her.will nv forget those 5 TZT/DARE camps i've been to these 5yrs back. always deeply etached in my heart. esp those awesome encounters w Daddy and what He has told me before.if tt's his definition of being in a relationship, we've really been a mistake.been rehearsing inside on how i shld break this to him.on sun i guess.but i knw it'll nv ever be a blow to him.instead, it might be just a good thing tt he's been waiting for me to initiate.yes, wierd. no idea, but tt's something so possible.yup, i've come to this point. or rather, WE've come to here. somewhere tt i seriously knw not of wad to do. but to give it all up.upset. disappointment. anger. hurt. confusion. regrets. what else? yes, a wringed heart tt i mistakingly chose to give to him. was in deep bondage you knw. :Xlove him deep. yea, even now. but anw, it wouldnt take long for me to get back on my own track, im sure. why? because Daddy promised so. yes, He really did. on tue night when i decided on this. His encouragement still warms my heart even now. :) hehe. btw, recover from what he's imposed on me, not e lessons i've learnt. as said, sometimes ppl have to go through e hard way of life. like what i just did, despite Daddy's strong advice. well, at least i learnt. hmm hmm.good night.looking forward to sun. :)
