Saturday, April 29, 2006 ♥
so everything's just a misunderstanding. that's a bad joke! was so disheartened when i learnt abt that incident, and in the end, just a misunderstanding?! perhaps i've wronged him. and im so sorry for it. but even so, my stand will still be the same like days before. no more nonsense. this incident has taught me that harbouring feelings for someone can really be soOo distracting. there are worries for him when he's in trouble and so much wondering why, when there have been days since the last conversation. and it also showed me things that i didnt know. he's the happy-go-lucky sort who wouldnt bother abt small details. such as, simple things like a short msg is impt to me, but not to him. not judging him, nor implying that he isn't nice. he IS nice. just that our characters dont match. no more dillie dallies. but it just takes time. i believe that when i can just take him as one of my good friends again, feelings can fade. just like i've said, it just takes time. dont want to be tortured by feelings again, now that im 'free from beng'. studies should be my top piority right now. im gonna score for my 'o' levels.
