Friday, August 11, 2006 ♥
firstly, i received my 'o' level mt results. got a b3. i dont remember putting in any effort for the papers; papers 1, 2 and 3. i seriously thought i did so badly.. didnt trust Him (i admit), but still, He was faithful. i actually got a grade above average. not trying to imply that im smart. cuz i know it's not me, but His grace and favor. i cant explain how, just, to Jesus be ALL the glory. praise Jesus.next, school was ok today. quite a fun ss lesson this morning. just felt a certain joy in me. and i know why. thanks Daddy** =) hmm, just that i was feeling a little sick throughout the hours before recess. nauseous. didnt have dinner last night, so, too empty a stomach i suppose?..right now, confusion in me. listening to the song "ni na me ai ta". it was the song sk and the others were singing during the 2 kbox visits. the lyrics reminded me so intensely of beng. yes, why him? i want to know why too.. honestly, both times at the kbox-s when this song was sung, he appeared in my mind, just that i kept silent abt this. i always thought that he no longer stand THE place in my heart. now, im not even sure. i just want to know where the someone is now..wearying.
