Thursday, November 23, 2006 ♥
prom last night. finally, it's over. but it's kinda contradicting that im missing my classmates already so soon. so, that's the end of my sec school life. saddening.
come to think of it, so much had happened during this 5 years of education at cvss. major things i keep in heart, certain minor matters i wont be able to forget. true that i've been through the lowest point of my life during this time, but i've also experienced the peak of it so far as well.listing out some of the greater impacts during this time,
sec 1:
- JIAAB camp
- got to know jasmineLIM and got into the seng kang cycle
sec 2:
- the relationship with beng
- entered 260 ... ... ...
sec 3:
- the conflict with jas and group
- the breakup with ck
sec 4:
- EJ camp 1
sec5:
- Adventure camp 2 which really changed my life. i was transformed and am still transforming now with the power of my Father's love. :)
* like knowing the importance of wisdom, and that it is not equivalent to knowledge or intelligence ,
* that by being pretty doesnt mean that one is beautiful. it's a vast difference ,
* plus plus plus ... ... ...
and i said that i'm tranformed, not i've. Jesus is doing the job.
- though it cant ever be compared in either the length of time or the depth of feelings given to beng, the someone has indeed left me an impact, wierd as it is. as normal as another friend he is to me now, i wont deny the fact that he has certainly made me lose confidence in falling for another guy. im just fearful, at least for now.
okay, these are just some summarised events deep-rooted in my heart these years. but the good news is that i've grown up so much with the Holy Spirit opening my eyes to see and grow through these incidents. something im proud to speak of; im a wise girl now. i know i've really grown up. :)
