- went sch for e induction (egg-flight) project ystd frm 11.30am till 4plus. - then to amk hub w ci hui for a short shop. - then... i thought of edy! thks to ci hui's brilliant idea, a lil' surprise for him. hehe. - after hrs of waiting for him to knock off frm wrk to go hm tgt, things didnt turn out as smoothly as expected. so awkward.. but it was still another good outcome in e end. :D oh, i didnt let him knw how long i've waited, cuz e idea came frm me, not his part to feel bad. but he seems to knw me well enough to catch my lie. omg. :x - anw, it's reassuring to find tt he appreciates it (e surprise gift i mean). :) and i hope tt it's a good source of motivation for this precious friend of mine knwing tt there's always someone cheering him on everyday, 140days. :D
- vesak day today. need not go back to sch for e project (yay). - there's TPcg outing today. i'd like so much to go. but i promised sis and hazel to keep my day free for them. so, im giving this a miss. - maybe gg shopping later. or maybe cycling, etc etc etc. - happy vesak day ppl. esp to joaquim-ees, happy wrking (it's gonna be a back-breaking day today)! lol. thk God im not wrking. :b
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Monday, May 28, 2007 ♥
PICS UP ! :D
SAT, 26/5
bowling alley. 11.35pm 12.20am 12.55am
night ride! 1.45am 1.45am 2.40am
SUN, 27/5
in e car; after yum cha. stupid expression, stupid bag strap. :x 5.40pm
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Sunday, May 27, 2007 ♥
fri; 25may07 -bowling thing cancelled. postponed to e next night.
sat; 26may07 -overslept and missed e orientation thing which starts at 9am. - went ARROW svc. it was my first time there. and it was almost like DARE. :DD -oh ya btw, i forgot my phone. and it was SOOO inconvenient. :x i didnt knw e time, i didnt knw e contact no.s of e ppl im meeting. i didnt knw where to find payphones.. omg. tt i almost skipped e svc and went hm. but anw, thk God i didnt la. :D - svc ended at 7plus. didnt go for ARROW dinner. instead i went hm first to get my phone and socks cuz i was supposed to go bowling w hazel and sis later on. - dined out w mom and dad before gg kovan's superbowl. got there at 11pm and played till 1plus. quite fun, but my hand now hurts. :( -anw, saw jiahao and his usual gang on our way back hm. they were having supper. -a lil' change of plans. went hazel's hse to get bikes. then went night riding till 3plus. fun fun. :D - went hm to get our clothes before gg haz's hse again. overnight there and decided to wake up early to have beancurd as breakfast. slept at 5plus. so in e end, we couldnt wake up for breakfast.. :x
sun; 27may07 - really really slpy, plus e muscle aches tt really stopped us frm gg church. - went hm in e morning. slept a lil. then met our moms and hazel at toa payoh for yum cha. lol. i dont like dian xin actually, but cuz hazel likes, i have to compromise. cuz she accompanies me to sushi feasts often too. hehe. :) - back at her hse now. gotta complete those idiotic assignments before watching e movie we bought just now yes, a horror one. hehe. :DD
anw guys, if u're puzzled by why we're visiting each others' hse so often, it's bcuz we're neighbours 2 storeys apart. lol. have been so-extremely forgetful lately. always forgetting this and tt when im gg out. is it because of my workload? or THE OTHER REASONS tt are making me mad recently? whatever e cause is, i hate this. how can my brain wrk so slowly and ineffectively now? i really am frustrated w this. DADDY, restore my gd brain and add to it wisdom. i call it wrking and wrking gd in Jesus name. amen.
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Friday, May 25, 2007 ♥
YAY !!!!
e hols is here. and it means tt block 1 is over! no more Drawing Essential. yay. im so happy. can die lo, so much assignments everyday. esp when i slacked all e way frm wk 2 (my first wk in sch) till wk 5 (this wk) on tue tt had just passed. oh, yes i certainly learnt my lesson. :x cuz today's deadline to everything of Drawing Essential, e whole of ystd i've been wrking on my sketches. didnt go for lesson as i mentioned ystd. instead, went back to sch to do some printing for my drawings. got home at 3.50pm. then all e way till 5plus at night, i did my sketches. then woke up at 8plus to continue w it again. no dinner, no breakfast, no lunch.. :( why? no time..
hmm, but good satisfaction there is la. cuz i actually completed so much more (12 A2 pieces + 10 sketchbook ones) than wad i did in e previous wks (a mere 3 A2 pieces ==") in just a night. hehe. and thks to my v kind sis for helping out on my sketchbook! treat u to chocs another day. hehe. :D well, quite alot was still left out la, couldnt finish everything on time. but it's okay. alot of ppl didnt complete too! :bb LOL. but anw, just enjoying e feeling of relieve and freedom now after submitting my sketches. had been so stressed out previously. :DD and thks to my dear friends who's been encouraging me to carry on. e sms-es and all. i appreciate them. :))
still got some assignments on Design Methodology. gotta submit on mon (they're eating into our hols! ==" ). so cant wrk tonight. gottta complete them first.
anw, meeting hazel and sis for bowling session later on. they're crazy!.. always have time for all these stuff. every few days they plan gg here and there to have fun.. :x (shh..) but since they asked, i wont refuse anw! hehe. :bb well, simply bcuz i love`em. :)
now, my bed is calling out to me and i need it! bb. :D
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Thursday, May 24, 2007 ♥
this matter's been bothering me for days. call me petty if u'd like. i knw it's not supposed to be tt affecting, he's only a friend. but im still angry. actually yes, i knw why.. :(
been so troubled by things happening ard me lately. mainly my sch wrk and love life (i'd call it). problems here and there. and i've been so despaired. but as a big big encouragement, Daddy invited me to cg through my dearest mervyn! hehe. :) besides this, he also had my v nice lecturer, khee huat speak to me on initiative before i even go to him. and wad he said to me served as one big encouragement to me to overcome wad im gg through in terms of sch wrk. tonnes of stress loading on my shoulders now halved. plus e fact tt i knw many ppl are behind me, supporting me. i feel so blessed.
anw, my main concern now is to get ALL my assignments done and pass this block's 2 modules. and im on e right track. used to slp late in e night for my tv's sake. now, i burn midnight oil drawing and drawing. im glad e sense of urgency takes over just e day before ystd so tt i have tt little time to rush on all my wrk. tmr's deadline to everything.
well, sry for e long-winded`ness. now i report on wad took place ystd. :) due to several reasons, i didnt attend sch ystd. but instead, went cine for e last showing on 200 Pounds Beauty w edy. had long wanted to watch this but just didnt have e time to go. well, e movie was nice. and Jenny's beautiful! got figure somemore. :b uh oh, sry. i think i shld stop dreaming. :x haha. i enjoyed it la anw. but felt so wierd to go back straight after e movie. :x no choice, our schedules are tight..
not gg to attend sch today. but gg back to get some things done. aagain, no, im not being lazy. it's all bcuz of my sch wrk tt i skip. :)
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Monday, May 21, 2007 ♥
YOU DONT HAVE A HEART. YOU DONT HAVE A BRAIN. -.-"
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keppel trip today is cancelled. cuz i've got to wrk later on, i'll only be able to stay there and draw for abt 2hrs. not even enough to complete 1 drawing. furthermore, journey here and there takes more than e amt of time i get to stay there. and also tt ci hui didnt feel like gg anm. so we decided to cancel this.
again, let's see wad i've been doing e past 2 days.
sat; 19may07 wrking 6-11pm shift. as usual, it was a busy sat. excited at first. cuz i get to wrk again after e break tt lasted more than a wk. i really really missed joaquim and e ppl there. i guess im just too accustomed to wrking and not schooling anm. :x but after some time, i experienced so strong a distraction. so i decided to stay in e decoy area. yes, it's dirty and v busy there, but at least i dont have to serve customers then wont make mistakes and also, im able to avoid forgetful incidents. why this mood swing? i've no idea. just, once a mth, this happens. :x plusanotherreason.. tsk.
5hrs but it felt like a long long day at wrk. got hm and took a shower before heading to hazel's hse. mom and sis were there. but i didnt mahjong w e 2 girls cuz i was on e line w tengyu. frm 12plus till 4plus at night; 4hrs. (and tt wasnt our longest record! lol.) then i decided to go hm. i really didnt knw tt e girls were waiting for me to mahjong. e lights were alrdy off when i entered e rm so i thought they'll soon be slping. if i knew they were waiting for me, i'd surely stay and do something w them even if it means tt i'll have to stay up e whole night. :x anw, i went to bed at 5am.
sun; 20may07 another sunday. another svc day. :D cuz i was supposed to meet sis at 5plus after her duty at e children ministry, i cant meet e cg ppl for 4th. so i went for 3rd myself. i was late, then missed e p&w part. :( but i was glad i went la, instead of lazing at hm. e svc was gd as usual. :b and v v funny. we all LOVE pastor prince, dont we? hehe. :DD then shopped ard w sis. so so so tired.
i feel tt im being made used of. to spite another? or to flaunt to her? i dont like it. true or not, im not gg to let this happen anm. so upset.
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Saturday, May 19, 2007 ♥
yay! ystd was good! :DD ccn day. e stall-tending part was v bored, we all knw. business wasnt gd.
anw, i sms-ed both maxx and sheikh to have our meals tgt. no replies initially, and im so hungry. didnt even have breakfast cuz i wanted to have mine w them. then sheikh came for me at e Des Sch only at lunch time. :x well, we decided to pop by e restaurant maxx's 'wrking' at. a lil' surprise for him; we lunch-mates! hehe. but as we approached e restaurant, he's alrdy making his way out and i received his msg! hmm, actually wad i meant was to patron e stalls our schoolmates had set up to make our lunch up. but because maxx's break was rather short, we just had our meals at e Eng. Sch. and we met may! i missed her. oh ya, e food there wasnt nice.. :x Des. Sch's better.
so his break ended and he left first. sheikh was so nice. he accompanied me watch e dvd CHANGI in e library. v v nice show. anw, he watched e show halfway through then gtg alrdy. afterwhich maxx joined me. :) but e 2 of them merely watched something less than half, i dont think they really enjoyed la. such a pity.
then because he had duty at e airport later on, he left first. so i spent my time talking to tengyu. 6.30pm, and time was up, so i met up w mervyn. he's such a dear friend to me, and a long-lost one. lol. an old friend but nv met for 2 to 3 yrs. we went cg tgt at e mensa canteen in tp. (tt was e reason why i had to stay in sch till so late when i can actually leave at 2plus). cg started only at 7.50pm w delays here and there and ended at 10plus. im so glad merv invited me and insisted tt i go w him. i enjoyed myself. and also, made some new friends, one of whom is my yr3 senior! hehe.
well, i really enjoyed myself ystd. thks guys, for making my day. i love ya all loads, dont doubt. :D hmm, gtg wrk later. actually not feeling well one, but i was e one who asked maxx to wrk so i'll have company. how can i back out now right?.. besides, i missed wrking. i missed my colleagues. bb now. :)
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Thursday, May 17, 2007 ♥
quite awhile since my last post. an update on my schedule in recent.
sun; 13may07 woke up late. didnt go for svc. went hazel's hse as she didnt go as well.. :x mahjong, mahjong, mahjong.. e whole day leh. then decided to overnight at her hse since i didnt have sch e next day. as for sis, she skipped hers! hehe. :D omg. during e night, we watched an amazing thing take place. just a few connectors and we're able to watch e movie we downloaded w e comp on e tv screen! LOL. call me outdated if u like. but, i was just so amazed la (btw, not only me, but haz and sis as well hor). anw, thks to sherman for being so technologically-advanced. :D then e 4 of us cuddled in e bed for 'THE EYE 10' tgt. e last time i watched i found it lame. now, it's still lame, but at least w some twinges of humor inside. well, by e time e movie ended, it was alrdy 4plus. v v slpy.
mon; 14may07 woke up at 1plus. didnt have e mood to mahjong anm. so we just slacked ard e tv till 4plus. then decided to catch e SPIDERMAN 3. i didnt like movies like tt. but majority wins, so i had to watch tt w them! :x anw, it was so last min la. rushed down to ps. and i really mean RUSH okay. movie starts at 6pm, we got there at 6.03pm. thk God we still managed to get e tickets. grabbed some tidbits and into e theatre. and hey, i found tt i liked e movie! so exciting! hehe. uh oh, im w movie virus now. quite a few movies i want to catch; Letters of Death, 200 Pounds Beauty, e upcoming Pirates of the Caribbean 3 and Shrek 3! anyone wants to catch these w me?.. :DDD
hmm, as for tue and wed, i went to sch as per normal. nth much. thurs today, didnt go to sch. not feeling v well.. :x Des Sch CCN day tmr. no lessons again. but gotta set up a stall w e rest. and we're selling quite a variety of things. :x
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Monday, May 07, 2007 ♥
sat; 5may07 - full day at wrk again. - cuz there's a 2-hr break in between e first and second shifts, i brought my sketchbook along to do some drawings instead of 'wasting time' slping in e changing rm. w e hectic schedule i have now, i've really no time to spare. and many of my usual enjoyment has been deemed a waste-time-thing alrdy. also, since e start of sch, my slping hrs has been decreasing. something im sure of, this is a sacrificing course. - anw, edy did his homework while i did my sketching la. a gd friend he is, trying his best to keep me v focused on my wrk w/o feeling frustrated w it. :) and he's e only friend who really understands how i feel. others, they just consider me lazy when im not. ==" - well, after thorough thinking, plus his advices, i've decided to stay on in this course. w this, i try my best not to complain abt it anm. it only adds up to a bigger obstacle for myself. :) commiting this to my Daddy, i knw he's gg to take me through this 6mths. :)
sun; 6may07 - have been waiting for this day to serve again. though i had insufficient slp (2hrs plus), i went anw. and e little children really light up my day. e big hugs i received frm those little ones this day will serve as a gd source of support to me before my break ends in abt another 6weeks' time cuz i've actually requested to take a break in e mth of may before my sem 1 vacation starts in june. again, it's bcuz of e assignments i have on hand now. nw, i love them so much and will really miss them.
mon; 7may07 - met up w maxx during his break at abt 10am in sch. went for a meal at e sch of design (my sch) and had e famous western food. - then went library tgt to search for some bks on drawing tt i need badly. his break ended, soo he left first. - after i found wad i wanted, i met up w my grp mates at e comp lab fo our project in hand. wrked for abt 2hrs plus and now, they had left while i stayed on to blog! hehe. - wrking later on. so am heading straight to suntec convention after this.
gtg now! bb ppl. :)
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Friday, May 04, 2007 ♥
hi ppl. as u all knw, sch has started for me. but something u all dont knw; sch has been sooo-extremely time-consuming! it's just e first wk and im all tied up w wrk. :( anw, here's a brief outline of wad i've been busy w during e past few days of e wk.
mon; 30apr07 - first day at sch. almost everyone's been v friendly. so, im not been left out. in other words, i've got new friends! lol. - sch ended 2hrs early. but e journey really exhausted me. v far lei.
tue; 1may07 - labour day. no sch. full day at wrk w edy. 9am-11pm again. wrk tt day was really really fun. cuz of e colleagues i wrked w tt day. i love them! :)) and i enjoyed so much wrking w them, though tiring. - anw, for some reasons, my mood swung all e way round in e evening. ==" and for another reason, edy's mood changed too. a long story, poor him. so we decided to go for supper again tt night. for de-stress purposes or whatever. :x - same thing, we went to e usual old place tt sells thosai. ordered so much more food compared to e previous time. obviousy, we cant finish. lol. then cabbed hm tgt.
wed; 2may07 - 2nd day at sch. terence's lesson. nth much to say. just, i dont like it. - next was khee huat's lesson at e s'pore botanical garden. kinda excited abt it initially. then it became a disaster when i begin to draw. our theme pic; cactus. then i realised i really couldnt draw. so frustrated w my drawings tt i really wanted to give up. if there's no one there, i'd alrdy have cried out. dont question, it's tt bad okay. spent a whole 3hrs just drawing rubbish. :'(
thu; 3may07 - met donson and ci hui at bugis in e morning to get our drawing materials. lay-out pads and all. - lesson w terence was as bad compared to tt of on wed. all of us didnt think he taught well. i am sry to say this, but tt's really e fact. :x - then for khee huat's lesson, we went to e keppel railway station for perspective drawings again. this was better than cactus drawing im sure. but still, i didnt draw well. - anw, i met a wierd guy on e bus journey hm. strange guy he is, those abnormal kind. so irritating. anw, cut e long story short, i feel gd to have obeyed my Daddy's voice in me and moved away frm him la. :D else i dont knw wad would have happened.
fri; 4may07 tt's today. hmm, why do i finally have e time blogging away now? cuz i didnt attend sch. really on e verge of breaking down and skipping sch altogether alrdy. just e 3rd day at sch ystd and im so stress out alrdy. no idea if i shld just give it up and just carry on wrking.
assignments are really piling up. i've no weekends to spare either. i didnt complete my 2 cactus drawings on wed, so i've to go back there to draw them again during e weekends. plus, ystd's railway station (x2), and today's boat quay perspective drawing which im missing out today (x2). altogether 6 drawings tt take abt 2-3hrs on e spot each. and it's just this wk okay. now, tell me wad to do. im really lost. shld i just stop? no, im really not being lazy. but it's just too stressful for me. :'(
