keppel trip today is cancelled. cuz i've got to wrk later on, i'll only be able to stay there and draw for abt 2hrs. not even enough to complete 1 drawing. furthermore, journey here and there takes more than e amt of time i get to stay there. and also tt ci hui didnt feel like gg anm. so we decided to cancel this.
again, let's see wad i've been doing e past 2 days.
sat; 19may07 wrking 6-11pm shift. as usual, it was a busy sat. excited at first. cuz i get to wrk again after e break tt lasted more than a wk. i really really missed joaquim and e ppl there. i guess im just too accustomed to wrking and not schooling anm. :x but after some time, i experienced so strong a distraction. so i decided to stay in e decoy area. yes, it's dirty and v busy there, but at least i dont have to serve customers then wont make mistakes and also, im able to avoid forgetful incidents. why this mood swing? i've no idea. just, once a mth, this happens. :x plusanotherreason.. tsk.
5hrs but it felt like a long long day at wrk. got hm and took a shower before heading to hazel's hse. mom and sis were there. but i didnt mahjong w e 2 girls cuz i was on e line w tengyu. frm 12plus till 4plus at night; 4hrs. (and tt wasnt our longest record! lol.) then i decided to go hm. i really didnt knw tt e girls were waiting for me to mahjong. e lights were alrdy off when i entered e rm so i thought they'll soon be slping. if i knew they were waiting for me, i'd surely stay and do something w them even if it means tt i'll have to stay up e whole night. :x anw, i went to bed at 5am.
sun; 20may07 another sunday. another svc day. :D cuz i was supposed to meet sis at 5plus after her duty at e children ministry, i cant meet e cg ppl for 4th. so i went for 3rd myself. i was late, then missed e p&w part. :( but i was glad i went la, instead of lazing at hm. e svc was gd as usual. :b and v v funny. we all LOVE pastor prince, dont we? hehe. :DD then shopped ard w sis. so so so tired.
i feel tt im being made used of. to spite another? or to flaunt to her? i dont like it. true or not, im not gg to let this happen anm. so upset.
