hi ppl. as u all knw, sch has started for me. but something u all dont knw; sch has been sooo-extremely time-consuming! it's just e first wk and im all tied up w wrk. :( anw, here's a brief outline of wad i've been busy w during e past few days of e wk.
mon; 30apr07 - first day at sch. almost everyone's been v friendly. so, im not been left out. in other words, i've got new friends! lol. - sch ended 2hrs early. but e journey really exhausted me. v far lei.
tue; 1may07 - labour day. no sch. full day at wrk w edy. 9am-11pm again. wrk tt day was really really fun. cuz of e colleagues i wrked w tt day. i love them! :)) and i enjoyed so much wrking w them, though tiring. - anw, for some reasons, my mood swung all e way round in e evening. ==" and for another reason, edy's mood changed too. a long story, poor him. so we decided to go for supper again tt night. for de-stress purposes or whatever. :x - same thing, we went to e usual old place tt sells thosai. ordered so much more food compared to e previous time. obviousy, we cant finish. lol. then cabbed hm tgt.
wed; 2may07 - 2nd day at sch. terence's lesson. nth much to say. just, i dont like it. - next was khee huat's lesson at e s'pore botanical garden. kinda excited abt it initially. then it became a disaster when i begin to draw. our theme pic; cactus. then i realised i really couldnt draw. so frustrated w my drawings tt i really wanted to give up. if there's no one there, i'd alrdy have cried out. dont question, it's tt bad okay. spent a whole 3hrs just drawing rubbish. :'(
thu; 3may07 - met donson and ci hui at bugis in e morning to get our drawing materials. lay-out pads and all. - lesson w terence was as bad compared to tt of on wed. all of us didnt think he taught well. i am sry to say this, but tt's really e fact. :x - then for khee huat's lesson, we went to e keppel railway station for perspective drawings again. this was better than cactus drawing im sure. but still, i didnt draw well. - anw, i met a wierd guy on e bus journey hm. strange guy he is, those abnormal kind. so irritating. anw, cut e long story short, i feel gd to have obeyed my Daddy's voice in me and moved away frm him la. :D else i dont knw wad would have happened.
fri; 4may07 tt's today. hmm, why do i finally have e time blogging away now? cuz i didnt attend sch. really on e verge of breaking down and skipping sch altogether alrdy. just e 3rd day at sch ystd and im so stress out alrdy. no idea if i shld just give it up and just carry on wrking.
assignments are really piling up. i've no weekends to spare either. i didnt complete my 2 cactus drawings on wed, so i've to go back there to draw them again during e weekends. plus, ystd's railway station (x2), and today's boat quay perspective drawing which im missing out today (x2). altogether 6 drawings tt take abt 2-3hrs on e spot each. and it's just this wk okay. now, tell me wad to do. im really lost. shld i just stop? no, im really not being lazy. but it's just too stressful for me. :'(
