Thursday, June 07, 2007 ♥
thk God im not wrking today.down w flu. feeling so sick now.but still, gotta go get some camp stuff w sis later on. she's leaving for AD Camp 3 just tmr. it's her first ministry camp w/o us cuz we've all graduated frm DARE. not worried abt her cuz i knw she'll be in good hands, but i think i'll miss her a lil'. no one to lie and enjoy music w me in bed these 3 coming nights.. :x so jealous, ARROW camp isnt here yet, and i dont think it'll be tt soon. :( so really looking forward to it..wrking still tmr. but im not too sure whether i can make it there. feeling so unwell now.but well, i think they can easily get a replacement for me even if i cant wrk. we have so many new ppl w us now. :x then it becomes like, so few wrking slots lo. they dont understand. sometimes it's not bcuz we dont get to wrk tt we feel sort of upset. it's like, we've become redundant, so dispensable. :( and tt's exactly how i feel after i started sch. no longer e one tt they'd prefer to call for replacement when someone cancels his/her shift. e older staff actually get lesser slots. doesnt feel good u knw. this is also why i no longer look forward to wrking anm. it used to be like: "oh yes, im wrking again today, can meet those joaquim-ers again! good good," to now, "oh ya, im wrking yet again today. no idea who im wrking w later on. so sian." not on purpose, but tt's just how we feel now. :(anw, sorry ppl, for being so grumpy today. :xby His stripes, adr's healed. amen.
