Thursday, July 26, 2007 ♥
i used to be a perfectionist.
but ever since i got into PID, completing my projects has became my only piority.
im so guilty and ashamed when i see all my classmates trying so hard to perfect their assignments. like, little bit of stain on it also cannot, must redo! tt kind of thing you knw. omg.
and i rmb something. when i was in sec sch, art teachers liked praising my wrk. now, competitions are so strong in class tt im at e bottom. others are stacking on top of me. ARGHHH. so sad.
i used to like art. i used to like d&t classes. but this course has made me so weary of my interest. so much tt im afraid of it alrdy. why?
i love her.
how can i not when she's my only sister.
unfortunately, we drifted. lately.
she's no longer attached to me anm. rather, she is to her friends.
and i hate it when i have to worry like a mom.
i asked her, "will you like being close to me like before only when you find me absent, not e concerning sister anm." she said, "yes, i think i will."
now, i understand how my mom felt when i was still a rebelling teen when i was my sis' age.
but well, Pastor Prince's word came at e right time. sometimes you will have to let them go. even if they will go hard way of life, they will learn, eventually.
and yes, im letting her go.
not tt i dont care anm, but im leaving her into my Daddy's hands. let Him teach her wad He taught me then. He's an awesome Teacher. :)
