Wednesday, November 07, 2007 ♥
got hm at 3plus last night.but only to be in bed at 7am.
e urge to quiet down before Daddy.
not escaping His Words anm, i knw it's not gg to wrk any longer.
relating everything to Him personally, finally i broke down.
cant take it anm. im allowing Him to intervene and make decisions for me.
i cant act like i dont hear Him. i cant act like pastor's words aint true in my case. i cant act like im e only one taking charge. seeing e body language he's performed w/o even realizing it himself, i can act no longer.
yes, i trust Daddy's gonna do a good job on both sides.
He's always faithful. shant be too affecting on either of us i believe.
but somehow, a part of me would still hurt like now, i admit, knwing we'll soon be over.
had a good long cry, but e aftermath was really refreshing, w my faithful Daddy right w me e whole while.
im finally committing my heavy burdens unto Him. it's not me alone anm. :)Daddy's proud of me. :D