Saturday, December 01, 2007 ♥
sis' been away for days now, since tue. 5 days 4 nights.for DARE camp. will be back tmr. yay.awaiting to see her transformed again. hehe.yea, how i miss DARE camps. exciting P&W sessions plus beautiful encounters w Daddy, powerful sermons, real-interesting finale nights. omg. envy her.will nv forget those 5 TZT/DARE camps i've been to these 5yrs back. always deeply etached in my heart. esp those awesome encounters w Daddy and what He has told me before.if tt's his definition of being in a relationship, we've really been a mistake.been rehearsing inside on how i shld break this to him.on sun i guess.but i knw it'll nv ever be a blow to him.instead, it might be just a good thing tt he's been waiting for me to initiate.yes, wierd. no idea, but tt's something so possible.yup, i've come to this point. or rather, WE've come to here. somewhere tt i seriously knw not of wad to do. but to give it all up.upset. disappointment. anger. hurt. confusion. regrets. what else? yes, a wringed heart tt i mistakingly chose to give to him. was in deep bondage you knw. :Xlove him deep. yea, even now. but anw, it wouldnt take long for me to get back on my own track, im sure. why? because Daddy promised so. yes, He really did. on tue night when i decided on this. His encouragement still warms my heart even now. :) hehe. btw, recover from what he's imposed on me, not e lessons i've learnt. as said, sometimes ppl have to go through e hard way of life. like what i just did, despite Daddy's strong advice. well, at least i learnt. hmm hmm.good night.looking forward to sun. :)
