Sunday, April 27, 2008 ♥
Happy 26th of e mth again.
Our 2nd mth tgt.
Met Darling 12plus today and went kbox for k-lunch tgt.
Yea, kbox hg.
V long since Darling went dating w me alr, just e 2 of us.
He's been so tired out w wrk everyday.
Anw, it wasnt exactly just both of us la.
Saw those ex-colleagues too. Of cuz it felt good.
And most imptly of all, we enjoyed our time tgt.
LOL.
Then rented e Le Grand Chef to watch at his place.
Once again, we had our unhappiness. Or rather, it was on my side again.
Finally, he sent me hm at 11plus when sis waited for me in our void deck.
My confidant, and vice versa.
Was really hoping I'd have e courage to tell him this truth on wad my intense weeping was all abt when he was still in his deep slp. But in e end, it was a lie tt I told and he's been taken in so easily.
I totally have no idea wad my nxt step shld be.
Obviously, tt's an impt place he's holding in my heart.
And i havent e willingness to end us just yet.
But it's draining me. So profusely.
Im so so tired.
Can I cry again.
Good night.
02:25am