Hazel's not gg for e ZONE concert. And Faith suddenly says she cant be sitting w us cuz she has 20 over friends she (and her dg mates) invited. What abt me? I think Im giving it a miss too. Feels so funny w just Ty and myself (plus his friends) for this particular event. I've nv enjoyed camp-like services w/o e clique Im really comfortable w. Nv once. So I guess it'd be a better decision to give up tt precious ticket to someone who would enjoy it better than I do. Rather than feeling out of place in there. Someone pls tell me Im correct. Suddenly so afraid of condemnations.
Initially it was like, so wonderful. Everyone of us can sit tgt, get to knw one another and hyper tgt. Now imagine being put aeroplane on, or more so, my bad planning/persuading skills tt spoiled everything. And did i mention, even though I got hm and went to bed only close to 6am yest, excitement woke me up so early at 9plus am this morn. Sadly amazing.
Ok, not gg to go on and on anm. Might just be gg fishing w Darling, Xinhui and e rest later on, so I wont have to rot at hm regretting not gg or something. Because it really really meant so much to me. Not to add on, this feeling of downright guilt refusing to leave me alone even a moment. For standing ppl up. My punishment. No kidding. Call me pathetic or whatever (in no mood to bother anm), Im just stuck w a fishing rod now.
