Monday, October 27, 2008 ♥
A good long period since my last post.
Much incidents took place, some I still couldnt come to terms with.
8 Oct 2008. 26 April 2009.
2 special dates I'm keeping close to my heart for the rest of my life.
Time's been my remedy, though a healing slow.
The biggest ordeal I just went through, the aftermath of the 8th tt just past.
All tt accompanied me was suffocating tears. Day and night. Nth else.
Loneliness, helplessness and all tt hurt does it.
Only then I realized Im all alone.
Such secrecy, I couldnt talk to anyone.
Much less garner some desperate support.
Frm this close-knitted family, from well-concerned friends.
Yet the most hurting of all, I realized my bf's a 50% one.
Sometimes when he's all thattt sweet, I dont deny wanting to fall for him all over again.
But sad to say, the rest of the time, just a receiver he is.
Well, everything's over.
Or almost so.
Now tt the painful trying period's slowly moving on.
Thanks to myself.
Thanks to a supportive sis Im blessed with,
and what little 50% Darling's given me.
I couldnt have been able to pick myself up again otherwise.
Im sure.
Pray tell me, since when did my life turn into such a mess.
