Friday, January 23, 2009 ♥
I failed my TP.So unbelievable, until now I cannot accept this.I was so undoubtedly sure I could pass this simple test.My main road skills was, swear, bestest best alrd I even drove all the way to town a couple of times during peak hr before, w/o ANY situations.Circuit skills was not a big worry (except for the slope part which I later found out I only got a 2pts-deduct).Main Road:I was so nervous my mind flew off to "What's the tester writing on the PDA?? "HENCE, my stupid instinct made a note to follow the car infront w/o hesitation I didnt even check for oncoming vehicles before turning at the red-light junction.And so failed to give way to THAT ONE CAR.Immediate failure and back to the Centre.The moment I saw my instructor waiting for me downstairs,I really didnt mean to but..Oh so much tears..All the way home I didnt even feel like keeping up an image.Didnt care who's watching either.How big a blow.Really.I dont think I can take failures well, honestly.And I cannot believe I failed cuz of a slight distraction.Which, I could've passed w/o this incident.I DONT feel like cursing.I DONT feel like swearing.I think crying wrks best.How to face everyone?I think Im really stupid.