♥ The Sozo-fied Child ♥

Thursday, May 28, 2009 ♥

Been skipping and skipping and skipping lessons.
How guilty.
I dislike attending POM lessons, utmost honesty.
Mktg seems like the driest module I've ever had to deal with.

FINALLY, I think I've lost some tinges of weight.
And that's due to my recent schedule that allows me to idle less.
Not greedy, just lil lil' more off me and I'll be most satisfied.

Feeling some blues lately.
Somehow, I keep feeling conscious of how I look.
Stupidest hair crossing paths with me I hope I'd have the courage to just snip them off.

Last night Sam went with me to eat prawn noodles in my dream feeling so happy hehehe.

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Monday, May 25, 2009 ♥

Bball today.
For all 3 journeys today, Des was my chauffeur hehe.
Or to be more accurate, rider :)
Long time no sit bike, I love it to the max !!
Thanks Korkor.

And then he insisted taking a pic of me in his full-face helmet WITHOUT even a shot tgt with me hmph.
Bball with dearest Jiesi again anyway!
And I love the way we always tac-teamed, like playing netball lol.
For fear we might be knocked down or for whatever reasons, guys wouldnt come too close :p
Hmm and this is with the exception of our own bfs la.

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Thoughout our year-long r/s, I've nv ever said anything abt you being my everything, and words like I can nv do w/o you.
That's bcuz I've always felt that there's nobody on Earth who could ever be indispensable (except our loving parents).
But tonight, I suddenly felt so vulnerable when I had to say goodbye to you.
Not a comforting hug, not an intimate squeeze of my hand, just Bye.

Like the dark period of time 8mths ago, I suddenly feel as though I could just collapse w/o your hold. W/o your encouragement for me to move on, away from this shadow of my grave mistake.

Even Des could see my emotions, why not any sense of yours ?
I need something from you.
Truly I do, Darling.

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Friday, May 22, 2009 ♥

Hi all, back fr school!
Guess what, today's alrd Lesson 3 of Financial Accounting for the rest of the class yet it's just my first!
However, it's kind of chick feet for me to get the perfect understanding of what the lecturer's teaching today (though his lesson really bore me to such tears).

All thanks to Ms Boo :)
She's the one who brought Accounts alive to me in our Sec school days, building the strongest fundamentals in me even until now (after more than 2 years of non-contact with Accounting)

Anyway, I sense that everything's gonna go steeper and even more difficult for this module so I shant be complacent any longer.
I need to work hard to get my ideal grade.
And super hard for POM even :(

To think of it.. I shouldnt have forgone my chance in Business studies when I first got my vacancy back in 2007 with my O's.
I just found out this is the perfect field for me;
I wont have to give up English & Accounts (my strongest subjects in Sec).
I wont have to give up Math (a subject I worked hard for and upped a B in O's, fr the F9 in my prelims).
Which I found it a real pity pity when I took up tt Design course back then in TP.

Ok, off with the school stuff!
Today's FRIDAY again yo.
I sooo looked forward to this !!
No programmes tonight though.
But Sam's been appearing in my dreams for many nights now (no idea why). And this made me miss him hella loads!
Waiting to go work and then knocking off at 6pm later on!

Weather's very very hot.

Happy weekend everybody :)

P/s: The first mid-week service in years (on Wed) was G-R-E-A-T !! And Pastor promised one more nxt Wed, woohoo!

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ♥

Familiar repeated pic, opps!
Love him!

Eddie and Sam.
And most of the time, I still am surprised/amused how their yearsss of brotherhood has brought them to, now.
How they could always read each others' minds and speak the same words :)

This is:
Angeline with Jiesi the bday gal !

Janice sweetest.

Adeline!

Mango pudding (as quoted by Jan!)

Adrienne :)

And when the pretty bday gal was too busy for us, we have to self-entertain!

Hiding in the room playing cards.
Not hiding actually. Cuz hiding means in secrecy right?
We were doing the opp! Playing Heart Attack can nv be in silence right! :p

These were taken at Jiesi's 21st chalet like.. One, Two? No, THREE Sundays ago!!

But I thought I shld just post them so you'd just have an idea of how exciting it was to gather with these sweeties :)

Instead of just that boring wordy post (in replacement of this) below.......

(Although it sure took SOME time hor)

Anyway......

It'll just end here :)

Happy everybody!

Love you gals!

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Monday, May 18, 2009 ♥

14pts.
1 immediate failure (again).
Stupid tester said I did quite well but dont even close one eye let me pass :(

14 also can fail leh.
Big shit.

What embarrassment.
2nd try alrd you knw :'(

But anyway, this time I knw I did well la. Just nervous tt was why I striked that stupid kerb. So.. I didnt cry hehe.
Better off next round!

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Sunday, May 17, 2009 ♥

Today, Hoppie died.
He's been with us 4 months now. Ever since its birth.
We've been observing each and every one of the hams until we know their traits and personalities so well.
That was how Hoppie's name was given.
From young it has an ability to hop very high up and is known for its bubbliness.

But this morn, I spotted it just lying there stiff, its upper body all covered in dried blood. Countless flies resting on its lifeless body.
We should have separated it and its aggressive brother.
But then again, we didnt expect this.

Our hams population is now reduced to 16 of them.
Yet another appeal;
Anyone of you wanna take one or two of them in?
Before ALL of these innocent ones suffer the same fate.

Gone is Flower's best frd. They were so inseparable.
Gone is Mom's fave ham, the small yet very lively one.

Im so guilty, so angry.

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Emotion's killing me.

Why does everything just have to go wrong. At this same instant.

I feel like just giving up on everything.
Run away.

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Monday, May 11, 2009 ♥

Anybody wanna treat me to these?
Im craving them :)

School today was ok.
Principles of Marketing (POM).
Surprisingly, lesson wasnt as boring as I had expected it to be.
POM is dry, but Dylan's not.
That explains it I guess.

One good news (for myself).
I actually managed to loan the POM text fr our sch library hehe.
So it means that I can save up my $50 for a better usage..
Like, having more allowance for my driving lessons :D

Oei dont look at me with your side eye leh.....

You could have an idea of what a pauper I have now become..
Just the fact that I have not gone for any buffet treats these couple weeksss (gg into mths) anymore .......
A once-a-wk necessity has now become an unaffordable luxury :(
How sad hor.
All bcuz of driving driving and driving.
A rough $60 per 2-hr lessons. An average of 5 times a wk ok.
(Although the largest part of it Mom's paying la)
Plus the approx $200plus that has to go into the account of CDC on my test day.

Please, sunshine soon... Over this misty period.
I want my buffet back !!

Anyway.
2hrs of wrk and then went driving again at 7pm.
Today's the MOST worthwhile of recent lessons.
Ah Liang brightened my evening !! :D
Whenever I see that he's my instructor for the day, I could grin like nobody's business.

From afar I greeted him with the widest smile.
And then the lesson ended also with the peak of my mood.
His lessons are always the most encouraging and effective ones. I say :)
YEAH.

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Last Saturday was spent playing bball and my hurt ankle (that lasted for a period of 3 whole wks) miraculously recovered!
Aiseh

And it was extremely fun to team up with my gals and beat the guys !!
Spell BEAT ok. *grins proudly*
Nah, actually it was a friendly (bball-cum-netball) match you see .........
Teeheehee.

Anyway even our beginner Jiesi also became pro shooter yo.
So proud of you hor :)
Btw how come your tagboard disappear into thin air ah, cannot even tag you leh.

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Half of my Sunday was spent with Sam.
So idiotic he was using (and using and using) the comp he ignored me all evening.
Grrr.
I was pathetically stuck in bed (for hrs hor), practically nothing else to do than TRY AND SLEEP.
So I decided to go for dinner with Dad and leave him to rot the night in himself.
(Which I couldnt even convince myself he'd mind my absence, sadly honest)

Anywayyyyy.
To make this less uninteresting, let's look at a picture ok?

When the excruciating heat (of the stupid cigarette) took to my fingers..
Resulting in the capturing of such expressions, hmm.
Looks like I was faking it though ?

But I thought I shld be honest.
If you'd realized, this is ALSO an old picture hehe.
Recently put on weight, no mood take pics you see ........

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Saturday, May 09, 2009 ♥

First week of school is over.
Out of 3 school days, I've alrd missed 2.

Nonetheless, I've promised to be more diligent (than the last sem) and not miss lessons unnecessarily anymore :)

Life's actually not uneventful recently.
Just that I havent been triggered to take much pics.

Last Sunday, May 03 ~
Happy Jiesi 21st !!
Love you sweet :)

At Pasir Ris Park waiting for the bday girl to arrive..
However, we didnt blame her for being late hor.
Cuzzzzz.. It was a surprise chalet by her family and Jwei!!
How sweet hor :D