Bball today. For all 3 journeys today, Des was my chauffeur hehe. Or to be more accurate, rider :) Long time no sit bike, I love it to the max !! Thanks Korkor.
And then he insisted taking a pic of me in his full-face helmet WITHOUT even a shot tgt with me hmph. Bball with dearest Jiesi again anyway! And I love the way we always tac-teamed, like playing netball lol. For fear we might be knocked down or for whatever reasons, guys wouldnt come too close :p Hmm and this is with the exception of our own bfs la. ~~~~~~~
Thoughout our year-long r/s, I've nv ever said anything abt you being my everything, and words like I can nv do w/o you. That's bcuz I've always felt that there's nobody on Earth who could ever be indispensable (except our loving parents). But tonight, I suddenly felt so vulnerable when I had to say goodbye to you. Not a comforting hug, not an intimate squeeze of my hand, justBye.
Like the dark period of time 8mths ago, I suddenly feel as though I could just collapse w/o your hold. W/o your encouragement for me to move on, away from this shadow of my grave mistake.
Even Des could see my emotions, why not any sense of yours ? I need something from you. Truly I do, Darling.
