♥ The Sozo-fied Child ♥

Monday, June 29, 2009 ♥

Very serious Monday blues.

Project submission today.
Im so glad I was diligent enough to have completed POM last night (with Hfen's help).

But I overslept this morn so I wasnt around to hear our lecturer's comment..

Anyway all we girls put in effort.
Hope A's our reward hor.

Paramount stress who's going to take them away from me?
Clock tick by slower please, I dont want 430 to come.
I dont want to go to work :'(

Hope today and tmr pass speedily. Off day on Wed.

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Sunday. 28 Jun 09

Again, it was Sam's day.
Walking aimlessly in Hougang Mall (and its vicinity) for Suki's buffet to start at 6pm.
Sian lor, nothing to buy.
But at least we could chat on and on :)

A worthwhile wait.
We had an extremely filling sushi & sashimi dinner.
Been months we visited Suki Sushi.

Then back his place, he dota'ed while I continued with my POM project on my lappie.
Finally everything's completed and we watched tv tgt hehe.

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No idea why, it's been such a bad day.
Everything went wrong.
So stressed I dont feel like gg to school, I feel like resigning from Kumon.
Only your arms feel safe for me to cry on.
Thank you for being the sweet bf I need, for many many days now :)

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Sat. 27 Jun 09

Headed to Bedok to collect Sam's bday gift tgt.
(The transition specs I was talking about)

A small quarrel.
Nxt time dont make me angry leh.

Anyway, we went Downtown East's Sakura for dinner, twosome :)
Supposedly me treat for his bday.
But since he wanted to bill then let him lor :p

Love Sakura.

Been so long I last stayed over.
Months?
How nice it feels to awake in the night, and still you're by my side sharing my pillow :)

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Friday. 26 Jun 09

Dinner out to formally spend Sam's bday belated :)

At the K_____ Cafe which name I couldnt rmb.
It was owned by Yeh's frd anyway.
The ambience was good and comfy, food wasnt very good though.

Very few varieties.

Pressie from Yeh & Xinhui !

Eh, sweet ? I mean the pair next to us ......

Piano boy James

Chilling session

Till everyone was this tired .........

Thank you everyone.

The guys had a crazy fun evening.

Sam happy Adrienne also happy :D

Anyway..

A Happy 1st yr 4th mth to DarlingSam and myself too !!

GOOD NIGHT !!

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Thursday. 25 Jun 2009

A simple bday celebration w Sam's brothers after work.
I nearly couldnt haul him up (from his slp) to go meet them downstairs -.-

Even Boyboy came hor

Bert Eddie Wei Amos Yeh Des Jackson James
Sam in front :)

I was there too, doing photography jobs!

Happy 26th Darling !!

Love you love me :)

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ♥

Many many things I wanna do after these busy weeks that seem like never-ending.

I wanna :
(1) Go on a shopping spree with Sis.
(2) Go steamboating with Edy.
(3) Meet Ziwen and the rest up (when he books out for the very first time).
(4) Go sing k and pick durians with my crazy coussies (Sherman especially).
(5) Organize fun outings with Mango and the rest of the girlies.
(6) Meet dearest Jas & Peilin up!!
(7) Go find out how I can become a tutor.

Is it Love that makes a r/s.
Or is it a r/s that forces us to Love ?
Why do I have to keep finding new reasons to carry on loving ?
Drastically drained.

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Monday, June 22, 2009 ♥

Wed, 17 June 09

Dad's 46th bday.
Went for steamboat at Sunset Way, the Fortune Cuisine.
How disappointing.
We drove all the way to Clementi, paid a somewhat not-for-value cost ($23.90++ x 4pax), and then had unfresh food for dinner.

Sat, 20 June 09

Ah.. I decided to forgo the Surprise gift for Sam and told him to choose for himself what frame he likes better :)
Anyway it was another disappointing rainy day that didnt allow us to play bball.
As a result, most of us (except the sponteneous few) had to wait in the tiny shelter for the rain to stop, and it took hours till we decided to head off for dinner.
To make up for the unhappy part of the day, we went Kallang's hawker centre for Prawn Meeeeee (and Oyster Omelette)!
Best.

Mon, 22 June 09

Results for last block is out.

English Skills - A (80 & above)
Quantitative Skills - B (70-79)
Principles of Econs - C (60-69)

Somewhat, this is expected, but there is still disappointment. I dont want a C in my cert leh :(
And even though this is highly possible, Im still hoping Mktg (this block) wont be the nxt case leh

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ♥

Opps it's alrd the 17th, 10 days no update!
Thanks Jan Jan for the reminder heh :D

I've been extremely busy with work and school that I fell prey to.. Fever & Flu !
Hate 'em :(

So busy I've lost track of what interesting stuff I wanted to blog about (should there be any).

Paiseh, boring post again.

Anyway I missed school (again) today. But not purposefully.
Sorry groupmates dont scold me ok.
I genuinely am not well.

Dad's bday today.
(And Sis' 1st anni w her Boen too)
Shall we have steamboat as a form of celeb?
I miss steamboating......

Off to get Dad's gift later on, weather so hot now.

Sam's bday nxt wk.
Gonna blast a hole in my pockets soon.
I dont care, you're getting that wallet for me too

I promise a more interesting one soon ok?
With more pix !!

Byebye :D

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Sunday, June 07, 2009 ♥

Been helping out at Dad's shop these days and it feels good.
At the end of the day, it is Me that matters most.

"Hungry not ?"
"Bored not ?"
"Want to go walk walk ?"
"Wanna eat what tonight ?"

I dont have to yearn for the attention I need. The appreciation I deserve.
Sense of filial piety fulfilled.
Dad and Mom's gem.
What's having a bf compared hor :p

Dont you all find Li Nan Xing very cute (as in funny la)?
Hahaha I like ALL his dramas !!

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A principle that Pastor's been teaching for years now, and months on Sis' board.
But it suddenly (and finally) became so applicable for me.

Why prioritize someone who doesnt prioritize you ?

P/s: Staying in to start on my POM project tmr and some self study. Dont wanna go school sian !

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Wednesday, June 03, 2009 ♥

Suddenly I feel that everything's drifting away.

Im not determined to work hard for my grades anymore.
POM's killing me.

I feel that Sam no longer loves me.
He calls me names all the time and makes me talk to the air.
I cannot collect his sms anymore bcuz he sends me sweet ones once in a blue moon now.

I no longer enjoy (most) friends' company.
I dont like mingling with and entertaining ppl anymore.
I feel like everyone's moved on without me.

Shockingly, all I want is cash.
Money suddenly makes the world go round. My world.
Just think of how many dreams I can fulfill.
I can buy a house.
I can own a family car (and my license).
I can start a child/student care centre.

I've nv felt this way before.
That I'll ever care to exchange anything for everything.

And come to think of it.
When you start resenting everything ard you.
Truth is, the one you resent is actually yourself.
Me.

POM test tmr.
I've only covered 1 chapter out of 5.

I feel like Im going bonkers.

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Tuesday, June 02, 2009 ♥

Monday. 01 Jun 09

A long long day today.

School. Work.

Good Sam came to pick me up when I knocked off, and to deliver his miniature lappie so it's more convenient for me to bring it out for schoolwork purposes.

Wonder how obedient he's become nowadays.

While I wont deny it elates me so much to trouble him wahahaha.

Proves that I can also call the shots what.

Anyway, it was last min that we decided to put off our museum trip yest and ended up in Marina Square eating Kfc hehehe my fave.

Window-shopped ard, and then off to Ponggol for a short meet-up with the study-group.

Headed home for some rest and then..... MAHJONG at his coussie's place!!

*Fingers itching again*

A simple pleasant day spent with him although not entirely satisfied :p

How nice it'd be if he's as talkative everyday hor.

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Looking at these vacant tanks/cages/pails, reminds me nothing but of the 9 sent to the SPCA yest.
The very least we could do, was to spend some money to put them in, so that only humane treatments would be administered, even if it means death.
No pain. No discomfort.

Those sent away out of little choice, we loved you 100%.
Pardon us that we could only make stay the 101%s :'(

Clean area once again.
We're starting to miss the liveliness of the population, each and everyone of them so much.

Bye Loves, we asked DaddyGod to take good care of you :)

Till we meet again in heaven.

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