Wednesday, June 03, 2009 ♥
Suddenly I feel that everything's drifting away.Im not determined to work hard for my grades anymore.POM's killing me.I feel that Sam no longer loves me.He calls me names all the time and makes me talk to the air.I cannot collect his sms anymore bcuz he sends me sweet ones once in a blue moon now.I no longer enjoy (most) friends' company.I dont like mingling with and entertaining ppl anymore.I feel like everyone's moved on without me.
Shockingly, all I want is cash.Money suddenly makes the world go round. My world.Just think of how many dreams I can fulfill.I can buy a house.I can own a family car (and my license).I can start a child/student care centre.I've nv felt this way before.That I'll ever care to exchange anything for everything.And come to think of it.When you start resenting everything ard you.Truth is, the one you resent is actually yourself.Me.POM test tmr.I've only covered 1 chapter out of 5.I feel like Im going bonkers.
