Friday, August 14, 2009 ♥
When you're upset, everything you see, irks you.When you're jovial, everything's a joke and you laugh them off.
Mood's been swinging since the day I became unattached.Honestly, I didnt expect myself to feel so relieved after the breakup.Being single is the best gift in life suddenly and surprisingly.I thought I wouldnt have frds apart from Sam.I thought I would have nowhere to go, nothing else to do.I thought I'd emo for a long long time.
Im still someone who cannot leave things be easily.I still miss Sam, so much, I thought about going back to him.And I yearn his forgiveness.I hope he'll be my best frd still.I hope I can go over and scratch his back everyday to make it up to him.Sorry, but I think that's a bad joke itself.He wouldnt let me.
Should I just move on?With all the guilt riddened?
Phrase been repeating itself in my mind:"Ultimately you want someone to fall head over heels with you.Not someone who just settles for you."
Every girls' dream.Guys' even.
